December 27, 2017

Empowering The Power of Happy Mom...



Di Bumi Pertiwi, banyak sekali perempuan dipaksa untuk mematikan hasrat,  yang lahir dari kehendak akan kebutuhan hakikinya,  akibat tidak seimbangnya siklus pergerakan antara hak dan kewajiban di dalam keluarga. Perempuan umumnya akan mendahulukan kewajibannya memastikan semua yang dia cintai terpenuhi haknya. Dia tidak terbiasa menuntut orang2 yang dia cintai memberikan hak pribadinya,  manakala mereka lalai melaksanakan kewajibannya.

Akibatnya perlahan tapi pasti kehendak perempuan atas kebutuhan hakikinya mati sedikit demi sedikit,  hingga dia mengabaikan apa yang menjadi kebutuhan sejati kehidupan di dalam dirinya, hingga sejatinya hasrat di kehidupannya tak dapat dia kenali,  dan tertutup dengan penghiburan dan pembenaran, hingga hilang kejujuran pada dirinya.

Saat perempuan hidup tanpa hasrat,  maka olah Rasa perEMPUan yang dia butuhkan tidak akan bergerak sempurna.  Hingga siklus gelap terang dalam dirinya tidak mendapatkan energi yang cukup untuk menahan keseimbangan di semesta mungil tempatnya hidup,  demi senantiasa mempertahankan koneksi dengan Sumber Cahaya. 

Akibatnya Peta dan GPS di diri seorang perEMPUan jadi malfunction, sehingga keluarga kehilangan Navigator utama. Kehidupan unit terkecil dari semesta itupun bergerak sekenanya,  tanpa kecepatan dan percepatan yang dibutuhkan. Hal ini jelas melemahkan metabolisme semesta. Keseimbangan mikrokosmos di dalam diri perempuan, sejatinya adalah pondasi bagi keseimbangan makrokosmos bumi, sebagai cluster pertama dari semesta mungil tempatnya hidup...
Sejatinya tidak ada yang salah dengan memenangkan hasrat perempuan.  Selama hasrat itu selaras dengan metabolisme semesta,  dan memiliki energi menumbuhkan...

Hasrat perempuan adalah bagian dari keindahan di muka Bumi,  selama dia lahir dari kebutuhan hakikinya, bukan kehendak impulsif yang dangkal... Hasrat = Passion melahirkan gairah yang memberi kelanggengan energi pada kehidupan... Hasrat itu perlu dipelihara dengan KaSih...  agar dia dapat menjadi Energi yang memberDAYAkan kehidupan...

Berharap perempuan di dalam diri,  senantiasa mampu belajar dari setiap gerakan naik dan turun di kehidupan,  demi menemukan titik seimbang dari siklus gelap terang di jiwa,  demi mempertahankan percepatan dan kecepatan yang dibutuhkan untuk berkoneksi dengan sumber cahaya...

Semoga...

#towardstheinfinityandbeyond
#getaLIFE #beALIVE
#thepowerofhappymom
#EnergyRelative=mc^2

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October 13, 2017

The Phoenix Love...

Rich in colors, Warm energy, Wide spectrum of frequency, Splendid vibes...

Nothing can stop the wings of freedom take her to the infinity and beyond... Towards the indifinite source of light...  Where her existence can help making this life so worth living...

Even in the darkest shadow of night, when the moonlight barely touch the earth...  The sparks of her light, will lit the candle in each heart that is touched by her Infinite Love...

#FertileSolitude #RainbowPheonix

Light Over Matter, Be Energy...

The Book 'Sayap2 Pheonix', Time Machine, Gravity, Multi Dimensions Orbit, and Mata Hari... I think these are cool enough stuff to bring the peace back to my ground...

I always believe, each and every one of us must live their life according to their own default factory setting...

Our brain might be wired differently, as well as our heart n soul could be connected in their own unique way... Just because we feel and think in our own particular way,  doesn't mean my way is wrong for the life inside of me...

Like Shakespeare said, To Be or Not To Be That's The Question...

It's always a choice to Be or Not... but I will never leave people behind, just because they can't comprehend with my way of seeing The Light... No matter how difficult the situation is, because people are in my life for a reason...

Light over Matter, It's always ours to decide... Be The Energy we wish to see for others, will always be The Right answer...

#GetaLIFE #BeALIVE

October 12, 2017

Time is Art...

Tick tock... Tick tock... 
Hey, I've got a Time Machine...

I can go to the past for the memories that were locked there, but I guess I would rather go to the future... Why... Because the future keep a mystery...

I know...
Today is a gift... 

But I'd like to Keep the gift I got when today was few months back... because it could be the key to unlock the mystery of my future... 

Yeah okay...  I must admit, The future always excites me more than the present... because the mystery hold an element of surprise...

I wish I could write something about History of The Future... because it's always fun to learn about something we don't know... 

You may say I'm a dreamer... 
Yet I'm not the only one... 

They said spirituality is always about seizing the day, make it so worth living... but is it too much to ask if I'd like to see more Days of Future Past.... because that will give me chance to learn something I never see... 

Whatever life may give me,  or wherever life must take me... I could only say I'm built to be ready to accept the unexpected...

So bring it on, like tomorrow never dies... because I've always been an old soul with futuristic state of mind... 

Just keep up with me... 

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond #TimeisArt

October 6, 2017

Rhapsody of The Moonlight...

Like a satellite that's been running away from its course,
I was flying around wondering in the world of a trillion stars...

Exactly when your soul called, invited me to dance in your orbit,
Innocently I answered, and your gravity automatically chained me,
by the time I touched down, I was loosing grip of my own wings...

I thought we were gonna glide the dance together...
But the days gone by, as the moonlight comes and goes...

I'm still stuck here at the grandest part of your land,
on my own not knowing where to go next...
Like climbing up in the hardest slope of a rocky mountain,
I track the trail to your heart...

No one knows where this journey may lead,
only this pretty face of the full moon recharge me,
from time to time,
just like tonight...

In the twilight zone I pray,
This journey will finally take me somewhere,
over the rainbow...



August 20, 2017

Here, There, and Everywhere...

How could I get you out of my head, when every cells in my flesh and blood keep playing the memories you plant in them over and over, as the days passing by...

While words become too subtle to say, I could only let the music of my heart play the rhythm I heard in my soul, hoping that would be enough to quench the thirst and fill the void inside me...

Here, there, and everywhere...

Your existence stands there, giving me the clueless codes to understand, makes me lost in my own poor translation, urge me to dig down deeper and reach within...

Stop looking out, all the answers were locked there in my own existence, all I need to do is interpreting and connecting them into my own reality. You keep telling me...

What is this shadow, I asked...

Dive in, embrace the darkness, you can't Love The Light, without accepting The Dark, You said...

Now I'm floating, let the wind shows me where to go, as I inhale The Air of Pure Love into the indefinite space of my cells, and exhale the energy into the infinite universe...

Wishing the day will arrive sooner, when every things fall into their places, and makes all that happening become a Crystal Clear Image in My Senses...

#TowardsTheInfinityNBeyond
#VelocityNAcceleration
#Back2Nature2NurtureTheLIFeinMe

August 19, 2017

Take My Breath Away...

I'm breathless, each time You share a glimpse of passionate kisses, then You take my breath away...

The Love I never read, yet stated in so many ways each time your existence crossed mine, when You take my breath away...

Deep inside I know this is no longer the game I used to play, for my heart skip a beat every time your name pop up on my screen, there You take my breath away...

The Love is purely flowing, as the passion is infinitely glowing at the most sacred place of my being, where You take my breath away...

Now and forever, do take my breath away...

The Solar Kisses...

I'm sending you the vibe of solar kisses, before the eclipse shows up, steal the spirit, and let everything turns dark...

Including the dynamic orchestra in my heart, that has been flying me around The Jupiter, yet tripped me to the dark valley, on my way back from the moon...

Now I'm officially trapped in the twilight zone...

Where I could feel your existence with all the glimmering intensity that allow me to soar so high in the multi dimensions realm over the highest peak of my heart and spirit...

Yet other time you just sit there so unreachable, lingering around like a shadow in the darkest space of my heart and mind, makes me emotionally yearn to pick my phone and call you, just to fill the void, and quench the thirst of missing you...

Just like today I float beyond the twilight zone, wondering how it would taste like to touch your flesh and blood, with all the capacity each solar cells in my newly activated crystalline body could provide...

So, I urgently blow these solar kisses your way, with a hope each time the ray of sunbeams touch your skin, you'll feel the kisses that I send from the very core of my heartbeat...

Tomorrow and today,
and all the days after...

August 17, 2017

Cinta Putih bagi Negeri...

Pada merahnya raga bayi yang menangis tinggalkan rahim sang ibu, kutitipkan di hatinya sekeping benih cinta putih bagi Negeri, teriring do'a lahirmu kan menandai hadirmu untuk Bangsa...

Pada merahnya darah kebebasan yang mengaliri anak2 nusantara, kusemaikan cinta putih bagi Negeri yang mulai bertunas, teriring do'a, hidupmu kan menjadi bunga2 segar untuk Bangsa...

Pada merahnya semangat merdeka yang menghiasi jiwa2 muda generasi pembaharu Tanah Air, kunafasi sebentuk cinta putih yang tumbuh bagi Negeri, teriring do'a sepenuh damba gairahmu akan menyalakan energi kebangkitan untuk Bangsa...

Namun catatan pedihnya luka, kelabunya kesedihan, buramnya kecewa, dan legamnya amarah dari dada sebagian putera puteri Bangsa ini, menaburkan bibit badai di langit Bumi Pertiwi, hingga mendung kembali menggelantung menjajah wajah Negeri...

Akankah Merahnya pekik Merdeka bergema kembali di Jiwamu, hingga sebentuk Cinta Putih bagi Negeri yang tersimpan di Hatimu mampu bergerak dan tumbuh meraja, demi menunaikan Baktinya untuk Indonesia...

Semoga...

~dari Ibu Pertiwimu



*Image taken from Gusmara Tomtom FB Post...

August 14, 2017

The Power of Love

The love that I experience, when I have you in my arms was definitely amazing... I do wish the feeling could manifest in my reality...

Even when space and time are not ours to share, the connection should always be there...

Me with the deep core Love, while You with the deep core need of the Love...

As I need acceleration, while You have velocity. Just the way you might long for a friend in need, while I am a friend indeed...

I need the Life that You've been through, You need the Love that I've been shared. That's why your road and mine crossed, as our galaxies collide in a universal collision...

#2TheInfinitynBeyond
#UniversalTrueLovers
#VelocitynAcceleration

August 11, 2017

The Naked Blue Soul...

I'm exposing the innermost part of my heart to you. As if you've touched the innermost part of my flesh and blood...

Hope they would be enough to let our souls collide, and glide into universal energy collision tide, in order to open the gate of Devine LOVE energy portal...

I'm just the naked blue soul, my mind is bare, dancing my luck to call The Fire Dragon out, from the Iceberg where its flame caged...

#DevineLOVE
#EnergyCollision

August 10, 2017

Potensi Diri dan Kesejatian Peran di Semesta...

Ada miliaran penduduk bumi, namun Sang Pemilik Kehidupan senantiasa menciptakan satu potensi kepribadian baru untuk setiap bayi yang lahir, dengan amat spesifik dan unik. Setiap bayi ini sejatinya akan tumbuh menjadi insan yang memiliki amanat untuk melaksanakan sebuah tugas yang tak kalah spesifik dan unik, ditetapkan hanya untuk peran masing-masing bakal individu tersebut, tidak ada satu peran pun yang sama. Setiap individu juga sudah dilengkapi dengan default factory setting yang kompatibel dengan apapun tugas yang akan diembannya.

Meskipun berbeda spesifikasi, namun frekuensi dan panjang gelombang yang sama akan membuat sekelompok pemeran saling berdekatan dan berkumpul untuk menyatukan sumber daya demi terlaksananya peran masing-masing dengan lebih total dan optimal.

Rahasia terlaksananya peran spesifik ini ada pada menemukan surat perintah penugasan diri yang telah tertulis dalam blue print skenario hidup kita, sejak ruh ditiupkan ke dalam kandungan ibu. Setelah blue print kita kenali maka tugas berikutnya  adalah mengaktivasi default factory setting yang kita miliki, lewat membaca semesta dan menguasai life skill yang kita perlukan. Sambil menyalakan radar hati demi mendeteksi panggilan tugas untuk peran yang paling dakat dan harus kita laksanakan segera. Peran ini akan tumbuh seiring dengan berkembangnya potensi diri yang berhasil menemukan kesejatiannya.

Maka benarlah jika dikatakan.. "Barang siapa mengenal dirinya, maka dia akan mengenal Tuhannya.." Ketika seorang manusia mengenal dirinya dengan sangat baik, maka sesuai fitrah dia akan bergerak menemukan peran dan memahami tugas sejatinya di muka bumi.

Sayangnya kita sering lalai mengenali kesempurnaan Penciptaan yang bersemayam di dalam diri, untuk melakukan internalisasi skill dan knowledge demi mengaktivasi potensi diri dengan optimal. Kadang kita terlalu sibuk mengagumi kesempurnaan insan lain di luar diri dan melakukan studi banding demi mencari cara mengejar ketinggalan. Sehingga kita urung bertemu dengan peran dan existence track sejati.

Padahal kita dan manusia lain tidak akan pernah mengorbit di existence track yang sama, karena sesungguhnya manusia tidak ada yang kongruen satu sama lain. Kita boleh belajar dari pengalaman orang lain atau terus saling mengingatkan. Namun tetap memberi ruang pada diri sendiri untuk terus berkembang menjadikan pribadi sejati kita tumbuh semakin  baik.

Kita pun tidak perlu merasa ragu dengan kebenaran yang kita yakini. Ketika kebenaran itu merupakan hasil kesimpulan sadar dari kumpulan pengalaman spesifik dan unik yang berhasil dipahami pikiran, dicerna hati dan diterima jiwa seumur hidup kita. Karena kebenaran mutlak hanya milik Sang Pencipta, sedangkan kebenaran manusia sangatlah relatif. Sehingga perlu kiranya kita memberikan ruang gerak bagi siapapun yang hidup di dekat kita untuk menjadi dirinya sendiri tanpa harus mengganggu kesejatian diri kita.

Biarkan frekuensi dan panjang gelombang yang kita miliki beresonansi dengan milik manusia lain di semesta kita untuk saling menguatkan tanpa harus ada keinginan untuk saling meniadakan. Kejujuran pada diri dan semesta adalah kunci yang akan membawa kita pada keyakinan akan kesejatian diri.

Ada kekuatan besar di dalamnya, saat kita berhasil menyelami potensi diri. Lewat mengaktivasi setiap sumber daya yang terinstal pada kesatuan fisik, pikiran, hati dan jiwa untuk kemudian mengkoneksikannya dengan semesta dan Penciptanya sehingga kita berhasil mengetahui, mengerti, menerima dan melaksanakan peran sejati yang kan senantiasa tumbuh di dalam kehidupan kita.

Sesungguhnya tidak ada wadah yang cukup besar atau paling benar untuk memuat keberadaan diri setiap insan di muka bumi. Apalagi materi yang cukup tepat untuk mendeskripsikan kreativitas Sang Pemilik Jagat Raya yang mengejawantah secara spesifik di semesta setiap manusia kreasiNya, karena begitu luas TahtaNya di Langit dan Bumi.

Sedangkan  langit secara konstan berubah dan terus mengembang pada garis edarnya. Jauh lebih cepat dari kemampuan potensi setiap manusia memahami segala bentuk kebenaran yang tersebar di jagat raya. Adakah celah bagi kita untuk layak merasa kecil atau justru merasa layak mengecilkan peran insan lain..? Bukankah satu-satunya celah yang boleh kita punya adalah keinginan dan kebutuhan untuk terus tumbuh, yang melahirkan keyakinan akan hadirnya hari esok yang semakin baik, untuk kehidupan di dalam diri dalam interaksinya dengan kehidupan lain di semesta..?

Sedangkan sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang besar manfaatnya bagi sesama. Artinya menyadari kesejatian peran pada gilirannya akan membawa kita kepada cara untuk menjadikan hidup ini penuh manfaat. Luasnya semesta yang akan mengambil kebaikan dari kehidupan kita sangatlah tergantung dari keinginan kita untuk direpoti dan  tersedia baginya tanpa syarat. Jangkauan ruang gerak kita akan tergantung pada berkembangnya keterampilan, pengetahuan dan keyakinan yang harus kita bagi, demi melebarkan sayap-sayap kecil yang kita punya, untuk bersiap mengepak ke segala penjuru bumi yang membutuhkan sentuhan pikiran, hati dan jiwa manusia kita.

Semoga kita termasuk dalam golongan manusia yang selalu mau membaca tanda-tanda kebesaran Sang Pencipta dalam kehidupan kita dan memikirkannya. Sehingga apapun peran yang kita pilih untuk dilaksanakan di semesta ini akan kita kerjakan dengan penuh komitmen dan kesadaran demi membangun kehidupan yang baik dan membawa kebaikan.

Semoga sebagai ayah dan ibu, suami dan isteri, pekerja dan pengusaha, politikus dan pemimpin umat, guru dan cendekiawan, dan masih banyak lagi peran di semesta, kita akan tetap menyadari bahwa kita adalah penduduk semesta dalam berbagai warnanya. Hingga jagat cilik yang kita miliki dalam diri dan keluarga kecil yang kita bangun dapat berkontribusi aktif sebagai bagian dari jagat raya. Dengan mengingat ada hak semesta atas setiap sumber daya dan potensi yang dititipkan Sang Pencipta dalam diri dan keluarga kita, semoga kehidupan kita akan terpelihara dalam kesejatian peran.

Semoga selain sebagai ibu dan isteri, diri ini mampu senantiasa jujur berbagi rasa dan pikiran lewat tulisan, membedah kesadaran dan pemikiran dalam komunitas happy mom dan smart parenting with love, juga berperan aktif menebar cinta dan harmoni di semesta baik on line maupun off line. Demi bumi yang lebih baik dan kehidupan anak negeri yang semakin sehat dan bahagia.

So Help Me God...

"If you wanna make the world a better place

take a look at yourself and make that change..."

~MJ - Man in The Mirror

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#VelocitynAcceleration
#GetaLIFEBeALIVE

August 3, 2017

Silent Dance in The Twilight Zone

The crystal in us is emerging, as the Alchemy cycle of our transmutation restarting, and we are going through this tide of a new storm once again...

The hardest part is holding on to who we truly are, as we perfectly noticed, believing who we really are will never be a solid ground to step on. Maintaining the course of energy in the tide we surf most likely better way to notice where we are going...

Millions of words might have been written and spoken, telling the universe of this news. Yet millions more must be said to rewrite the entire process...

Like I've always believed, the destiny is written and as it rewrites, according to the way we live our life. The life I lived, the decisions I made, the people I met, the articles I read, they all are part of the process.  Most of all, they are showing the channel I must create, to access The Almighty, The Master of All Light, The Mighty Source of Love ...

The Channel is always a spiraling path towards The Infinite Energy of Life...

That's why here I am again, in the middle of nowhere, floating. My head is empty, but my heart is full. As my body is weak, yet the spiralling energy within is about to ignite a high tide, as it's surfing the spiralling tide of energy circling the new earth...

Feels like i need to do something with my life, I just can't figure it out what yet. I feel exactly like a field agent standing by alert and ready for her newest assignment...

I just noticed that I'm not the person I used to be few days back. I'm stepping on the path of the newest me...

I'm reborn, once again...
I know, I really do...

*Thank you for those who've given me a canvas to paint my rainbow...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#VelocitynAcceleration

July 29, 2017

Logika, RASA, Iman, dan Divine Energy...

(Lanjutan dlemingan sebelum ini...)

Gini lho...

Iman itu sejatinya kan Inner Strength yang dibangkitkan oleh Konstelasi Energi Positif pada Body, Mind, Soul, n Heart, yang membangunkan Devine Energy (baca: God Spot) di Spirit...

Logika dibangun oleh konstelasi Body, Mind, n Soul, yang membangkitkan Free Will pada Ego...

RASA dibangun oleh konstelasi Soul, Heart, n Spirit, yang membangkitkan Devine Energy...

Ketika kita sudah bisa menyadari keberadaan semua komponen yang menyusun manusia di dalam diri, maka kita akan mampu mendeteksi terjadinya Default Error pada koneksi antar komponen yang ada dalam diri.

Energi Negatif di tiap lapisan berpotensi menimbulkan Error Reading pada Default Iman. Terutama Energi Negatif yang dihasilkan dari ketakutan (Fear) akibat ketidaktahuan dan kegagalpahaman...

Sayangnya ketidaktahuan dan kegagalpahaman di atas tidak membuat sebagian manusia termotivasi untuk mencari tahu tentang kebenaran sejati, karena dibelenggu oleh ketakutan (Fear)nya...

Sayangnya lagi, sebagian manusia yang lain justru take advantage dari Fear tersebut, mereka menebar kekuatiran dan teror secara mental dan emosional. Hingga makin terbelenggulah manusia yang hidup dalam ketidaktahuan dan kegagalpahamannya tadi...

Energi negatif pada Mental (Body - Mind) dan Emosi (Mind - Soul), akan membuat koneksi Soul-Heart bekerja pada spektrum energi negatif, yang membawa kegelapan...

Padahal sejatinya Iman itu membawa energi positif, karena Devine Energy pasti membawa terang...

Manusia yang hidupnya dinafasi oleh Devine Energy, hari2nya akan dipenuhi Energi untuk Growing n Glowing. Dia hidup di lipatan waktu yang sekarang, dengan menjadikan tiap detik dan menitnya, berlalu penuh kebahagiaan, hikmah dan ilmu bermanfaat...

Manusia jenis ini akan selalu memiliki energi positif untuk flying above the storm, karena Iman di spiritnya bekerja pada spektrum Devine Energy yang memberinya terang...

Dia tidak butuh lagi menguji Imannya dengan logika benar salah, yang membutuhkan konfirmasi dunia luar...

Hatinya tidak menyimpan ketakutan akan berbuat salah, karena Egonya sudah diprogram untuk memahami Human are Born to Make Mistakes and Learn from Them...

Hingga Soulnya mampu berkoneksi dengan Heart-Spiritnya pada spektrum Love Light Peace and Harmony, di mana Devine Energy bersemayam...

Berharap Gusti Allah berkenan mengajari kita caranya menjadi manusia jenis terakhir ini...

Semoga...

#SELF
#InnerStrength

Iman, Sejatinya RASA, dan Evolusi Diri...

Iman itu posisinya lebih dalam dari logika, adanya di Inti diri (Spirit) manusia kita. Tugasnya menafasi segenap gerak, laku, dan tutur manusia, dengan Devine Energy...

Sejatinya sehebat apapun logika (mind) manusia, ga akan pernah punya ruang untuk bertentangan dengan Iman, ketika jiwa (Soul) sudah berkolaborasi dengan nurani (heart), demi mengaktivasi ruh (Spirit), dalam proses memeluk terang (Devine Energy).  Saat di mana koneksi body-mind-soul, berhasil selaras dengan heart dan spirit, untuk memilah yang Benar itu bukan cuma sekedar Benar, tapi juga memenuhi kriteria Becik lan Pener...

Kalo masih merasa logika terlihat lebih terang dari iman, maka bisa dipastikan ada yang belum sinkron, pada koneksi antara Iman dan Egonya. Sinkronisasi di diri manusia bukanlah sesuatu yang konstan, sehingga koneksi positif antara Iman dan Ego harus dipelihara Stabilitas dan Kekuatannya...

Sebagaimana Cinta, Iman itu tentang RASA yang bergerak dengan bahan bakar Devine Energy. Siapapun berhak atas definisi berdasar apa yang dialami dan dirasakan terkait Cinta dan Iman yang dimiliki dan dirasakannya...

Pastinya...

Iman adalah kondisi pada RASA, yang baru tercapai ketika Body-Mind-Soul-heart-Spirit berhasil Synchronized n Aligned dengan vibrasi Devine Energy di SemestaNya. Iman akan membuat kita meyakini eksistensi diri manusia kita : Body, Mind, Soul, heart n Spirit, hanyalah tools dalam proses Evolusi di Metabolisme Semesta...

Iman dan Cinta, sebagaimana Ikhlas, Sabar dan Syukur. Semuanya adalah gerakan sunyi di dalam Inti diri, di mana RASA memiliki kuasa penuh dalam menentukan kebijaksanaan yang diambil oleh diri manusia kita dalam menentukan pilihan2 terbaik dan mengantisipasi segala konsekuensinya...

Literatur tekstual bisa saja menuliskan definisi apapun tentang kondisi ideal keberadaan Iman di RASA manusia kita. Tetapi RASA sejati adalah manifestasi Gerakan Sunyi pada Konstelasi Soul, Heart, n Spirit kita.  Hanya Gusti Allah, Sang Pemilik Kehidupan tahu persis bagaimana manusia ngelakoni setiap proses di lapisan2 terdalam dirinya...

Kalo sekedar dapat mencari dan menemukan definisi Iman di literatur keagamaan yang ada, mungkin ga akan perlu melewati serangkaian proses yang nggegirisi.  Seperti yang pernah dialami sebagian dari kita, saat harus berhadapan dengan sisi tergelap dari dirinya,  yang mengharuskan dia terlempar ke titik nadir terendah di jurang kehidupannya...

Manusia yang sadar akan kebodohan dan kehinaannya, rata2 cuma berani berharap diparingiNya cuilan ilmu dan pengetahuan, yang diperindah tetesan2 kebijaksanaanNya dan setitik terang cahayaNya, demi bisa lulus tiap lapis ujian kehidupan. Hingga mampu melewati segala bentuk proses pendewasaan jiwa, lewat ngelakoni tumbuh kembang RASA pada inti manusia dalam dirinya...

Semoga...

#ThePowerofConscience
#GoBeyondTheHorizon
#VeilofReality

Kidung Keindahan

_menembus langit,_ _menyelusup bumi_
_menggempur hati, menelusuri relung nurani_
_betapa lembut _hatimu_
_betapa teduh dan_ nyaman mendengar kidung indahmu

ingin rasanya lelap mendengar nyanyi merdu ini

sesejuk semilir angin pagi
sesegar embun pegunungan
dalam geriap nyanyi burung menjemput hari baru

seperti gemerisik daun cemara
seperti segarnya tanah becek pegunungan
seperti gemericik pancuran bambu
seperti panorama alam

apa lagi yang bisa kukatakan untukmu..
tiada lagi.. maka kutembangkan saja lagu untukmu..

kukidungkan nada indah
kepada angin dan burung-burung
kepada langit dan pagi hari
kepada rerumputan dan pepohonan
kepada rasa yang memandangnya

kau dengarkan suara hati ini.. sampaikan keindahan ini.. semoga nada ini sampai seperti ini adanya..

salam sejahteraku untukmu..

~IBS

July 28, 2017

The Song of My Soul...

Love is always written and re-write, as the music of my heart play in tune with the song of my soul...

I kind of believe, the songs we listened and the words we shared, usually saying the most honest feeling we felt inside...

Music is a subconscious business, as well as the words said. We don't choose our songs by thinking about them. We choose them for the feeling those songs gave us...

The song that could make me fly among the stars, where I would need a hand to grab my feet, before I slipped and lost in space at this speed. It's works like a Déjà vu sequence...

So familiar, yet not easy to describe. They simply work as a rope that pull the scattered feelings, thoughts and memories we had inside together. They let an energy tide rushed in to the soul and start a firecracker sparks at the innermost part...

Now I realized that songs could be a bridge to any souls connection that will allow us to reach higher. Since, they could ignite the energy to start our transcending transformation process inside...

Heaven helps, blessed the songs and  all the connections they shall create...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#MyTwinklingStarlight

Dance of The Skywalker

I thought time has let the river run dry, 
stole everything from me, as all the sparks of romance gone away...

Yet beyond imagination, from the DNA history I search, you found me. Sudenly the twister started. Ignited the vortex of energy that threw me away to the moon and back...

I'm enjoying this butterfly effects in my tummy,  as this cracking fireworks working up in my heartbeat. Not to mention the sensation I felt, when my heart skip a beat, just because i saw your name on my screen...

It's beyond believe makes me wanna be The Skywalker, who's flying the world of wonder, as I'm surfing the tide beyond imagination...

So kiss me, like I've never been kissed, we shall turn the twin flame on, in no time...

Will you dance this sacred reunion with me...???

Like the sea always dances to shore, this energy waves rhythm, never know how to stop. Till the end of time, dance infinitely to eternity...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#TheStarlightinMySky

The Scent of Your Energy...

These days I couldn't possibly breath without inhaling the scent of your energy into my heart beat...

Just the way every cells in my body playing in tune with the rhythm of your soul, and make mine sing the very song of love in my heart...

Being with you is like living the world of wonder, where I can fly to The Jupiter n back, or dive to the deepest secret of an ocean, with each breath I take, in every split second as my eyes blink...

Loving you is like exposing myself to the series of free falling sequences, without giving me time, to fear any crash landing...


#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond #VelocitynAcceleration



May 27, 2017

What was There, Still Is...

I finally came to the understanding...

What I thought I've known is actually nothing, when I compare them with all the unknown things, that's been shown every now and then in this tiny universe where I live...

Last April I met a writer who wrote about everything that I've been wondering, these past few years. Somehow, he show me that everything that I've questioned were actually there, for a Reason... 

Bring me to a new conclusion... 

My life journey is not only about finding all the answers. It is more about knowing what questions I actually should ask, in life...

Everything we've ever questioned, were actually the clue to more questions. That's how life bring us all the puzzles to solve, so we will eventually see the answers...

Just the way The Light shines through all the blank spots we hide inside of Us. Layer by layer, from corner to corner... The truest truth will eventually peel itself, and revealed before the eyes in our hearts...

Every pieces of new knowledge should let us know, that sometimes it is better to forget everything we think we know... As it is wise to always have a doubt on what we think is right... For the truth of knowledge is always on the move, that's how we are allowed to grow. And the growth will show us the way to glow for the tiny part of the universe where we must share life...

I truly am happy for everything we've ever shared... I thank you for always makes me feel so blessed, just by being around...

Some things change, others don't...
What was there still is, for a Reason...

Love always,

ArifaH

April 24, 2017

Hardcore Grounding...

When I let my flesh and blood rest peacefully, on the naked ground, where the earth energy generating a vortex flow beneath me, as the sun ray caressing my skin...

Suddenly all of my nerves system from head to toes were activated, synchronizing with the spiraling energy which was glorifying around me...

As if my battery was automatically recharging, on the very island, where people used to celebrate Ra/Surya Dev power as The God of Sun...

Like a young Phoenix, who's born from their own ashes right after the old one burned itself, as each and every cells on my body embracing the energy tide. I was reborn...

As I was resurrecting the flesh and blood, I am reinventing my soul. Now I am ready for the twin flame sacred dance with Mother Earth...

#SpreadingLightnLove
#Working4PeacenHarmony
#StarLightVoyager

March 29, 2017

Existence Track...

Those who haven't seen their own existence track, might easily tell us how wrong we are in living the life...

They might blame us on every wrong turn we made, just because they didn't agree with the road we chose, while they actually couldn't make up their mind on where they were going...

We couldn't ask people to stay on our way, sometimes we must let them free to go...

Especially when they think we distract them from their own way, only because we know where we are going...

I just know these truths...

★ People mostly don't know how to appreciate what they really got, until they lost them.

★ Not all that glitter are gold, diamonds only shine if we see them in the presence of light.

★ The darkness probably makes us blind for a while, but truest heart can see in the dark.

So Dear...

Please make sure of turning the light back on first, before you decide  anything in life, that might give you regret...

#itisjustlifeanyway  #towardsbettertomorrow #imnotafraidofdarkness
#Godneverfallsasleep

March 27, 2017

R E V O L U T I O N...

It's always amazing when time took me to the new places,  and allow me to meet people, that I've never seen before...

Not only my energy is lingering in that place, the way it leaves trace on each soul I've touched. I've also taken abundance of energy from the place and those people...

And my evolution is starting, synchronizing and constructing a brand new vibe of energy from an indefinite place inside of me...

This whole process is igniting a gigantic movement in me, like a dam of thoughts and feelings were looking for a path to flow. Just the way my soul is finding a new space to grow from the inside out...

It's just a matter of time...
Hopefully...

#velocityandacceleration
#towardstheinfinityandbeyond
#REVOLUTION

February 10, 2017

Ground Zero

I'm at ground zero...

Stuck in the middle of darkness,
struggling to see light...

Drowning to the bottom of the sea,
reaching out for fresh air...

Trapped by the thunder and typhoon...
surviving to fly above the storm...

Telling myself,
this one shall pass too...

#TwilightZone
#FlyingAboveTheStorm


February 8, 2017

Hot Issue, Cool Solution...


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Since attending the Climate Reality Leadership Corps Training in Jakarta 6 years ago, I have been performing Acts of Leadership mostly by giving presentations to schools, parent-teacher groups and community based education forums.

My last Act of Leadership was a week ago when I was invited to be the keynote speaker at the Training of Trainer for Conservation and Climate Change designed for Islamic Boarding School Network around Ujung Kulon area in West Java. This event, organized by the Islamic Study Center of Universitas Nasional and the WWF Indonesia, might be my most extraordinary activity to date.



Extraordinary Audience

I consider it extraordinary since the audience consists of a number of Kiai (Head of Islamic Boarding School), Ustadz (Islamic Teachers) and Santri (Islamic students). Most of them are male, with only one ustadzah (female Islamic Teachers) among them. Islamic teaching communities are usually dominated by male teachers; hence, being a female climate leader in this group gave me an uneasy feeling at first.

I was unusually nervous, but Mrs. Amanda Katili Niode the Manager of Climate Reality Project Indonesia, kept encouraging me to go and said that I am qualified to be a keynote speaker.  Well, she was right. My knowledge in Islamic teaching may be insignificant compared to theirs, but I was not there to speak about religion. I was there to give a 90-minute presentation on the scientific background of climate change issues and to discuss a brief plan on how to deal with this to safe our planet from burning.




Indonesia Slide Deck

On the first training day I began with the Indonesia slide deck that Mr. Al Gore showed in November last year at the 24 Hours of Reality – The Road Forward broadcast.  Furthermore, I displayed some data and charts on how CO2 and all the green house gases have caused global warming, leading to climate change.

I was really worried that the participants would fall sleep during my session, since I didn’t have a chance to translate Mr Gore’s slide into Bahasa Indonesia. Thankfully they were all attentive since I also screened four relevant and interesting video clips.

I ended my session with two dozen slides arranged earlier, to show them my best actions on the ground on how to deal with the climate crisis as a mother, teacher and citizen of this earth.

Cool Solutions

Climate change has so many problems but we have actions for solutions such as save energy, practice reduce-reuse-recycle, bike to school, use public transportation, or choose a plastic diet. Those options usually become my cool solutions offered during an Act of Leadership.

Yet, the audience on this training is totally different than the ones I am used to interact with. They are simple people from local villages around Ujung Kulon. They live in a very modest way without big carbon footprint. They neither use much fossil fuel, nor electricity.  They simply created Islamic teaching schools, built boarding houses, and even provided food for the students, without even taking a single cent from parents.

I decided to offer the audience two coolest solutions that I could think of at that particular moment. First, plant trees including mangroves, and second,  initiate urban farming, and seaweed farming, to secure their food supply. I believe that empowering this community economically will increase its ability in preserving nature.

Conflicting Interests

During the discussion audience asked significant questions, mostly about  goverment development policies that may decrease their land and what they are supposed to do. They also talked about how wild boars come to their village and ruin things.

After my session, we informally talked about Quranic verses on nature and human responsibilities. I enjoyed such conversation as it made me realize how the Islamic teaching has actually taught us how to balance life and preserve nature.

Empowering Communities

On the second training day, I helped climate leader Fachruddin Mangunjaya in facilitating discussions and helping participants write their commitments in conserving and preserving nature, as well as in climate change mitigation and adaptation.  Participants then presented their plan for all to comment. At  this point I just noticed that some in the audience did not even speak Bahasa Indonesia, because they presented their plan in Sundanese, a local language.

As a climate leader and an educator, my last Act of Leadership was really a great experience, especially knowing that in some part of Java Island, Indonesia’s most populated island, located not too far from Jakarta  there are still so many things to do.  Not only in balancing and conserving nature, but also in empowering communities so that they can live a better life, and in turn help us create a better tomorrow for the whole planet.


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