The Song of My Soul...

Love is always written and re-write, as the music of my heart play in tune with the song of my soul...

I kind of believe, the songs we listened and the words we shared, usually saying the most honest feeling we felt inside...

Music is a subconscious business, as well as the words said. We don't choose our songs by thinking about them. We choose them for the feeling those songs gave us...

The song that could make me fly among the stars, where I would need a hand to grab my feet, before I slipped and lost in space at this speed. It's works like a Déjà vu sequence...

So familiar, yet not easy to describe. They simply work as a rope that pull the scattered feelings, thoughts and memories we had inside together. They let an energy tide rushed in to the soul and start a firecracker sparks at the innermost part...

Now I realized that songs could be a bridge to any souls connection that will allow us to reach higher. Since, they could ignite the energy to start our transcending transformation process inside...

Heaven helps, blessed the songs and  all the connections they shall create...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#MyTwinklingStarlight

Dance of The Skywalker

I thought time has let the river run dry, 
stole everything from me, as all the sparks of romance gone away...

Yet beyond imagination, from the DNA history I search, you found me. Sudenly the twister started. Ignited the vortex of energy that threw me away to the moon and back...

I'm enjoying this butterfly effects in my tummy,  as this cracking fireworks working up in my heartbeat. Not to mention the sensation I felt, when my heart skip a beat, just because i saw your name on my screen...

It's beyond believe makes me wanna be The Skywalker, who's flying the world of wonder, as I'm surfing the tide beyond imagination...

So kiss me, like I've never been kissed, we shall turn the twin flame on, in no time...

Will you dance this sacred reunion with me...???

Like the sea always dances to shore, this energy waves rhythm, never know how to stop. Till the end of time, dance infinitely to eternity...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond
#TheStarlightinMySky

The Scent of Your Energy...

These days I couldn't possibly breath without inhaling the scent of your energy into my heart beat...

Just the way every cells in my body playing in tune with the rhythm of your soul, and make mine sing the very song of love in my heart...

Being with you is like living the world of wonder, where I can fly to The Jupiter n back, or dive to the deepest secret of an ocean, with each breath I take, in every split second as my eyes blink...

Loving you is like exposing myself to the series of free falling sequences, without giving me time, to fear any crash landing...

#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond #VelocitynAcceleration

What was There, Still Is...

I finally came to the understanding...

What I thought I've known is actually nothing, when I compare them with all the unknown things, that's been shown every now and then in this tiny universe where I live...

Last April I met a writer who wrote about everything that I've been wondering, these past few years. Somehow, he show me that everything that I've questioned were actually there, for a Reason... 

Bring me to a new conclusion... 

My life journey is not only about finding all the answers. It is more about knowing what questions I actually should ask, in life...

Everything we've ever questioned, were actually the clue to more questions. That's how life bring us all the puzzles to solve, so we will eventually see the answers...

Just the way The Light shines through all the blank spots we hide inside of Us. Layer by layer, from corner to corner... The truest truth will eventually peel itself, and revealed before the eyes in our hearts...

Every pieces of new knowledge should let us know, that sometimes it is better to forget everything we think we know... As it is wise to always have a doubt on what we think is right... For the truth of knowledge is always on the move, that's how we are allowed to grow. And the growth will show us the way to glow for the tiny part of the universe where we must share life...

I truly am happy for everything we've ever shared... I thank you for always makes me feel so blessed, just by being around...

Some things change, others don't...
What was there still is, for a Reason...

Love always,

ArifaH

Hardcore Grounding...

When I let my flesh and blood rest peacefully, on the naked ground, where the earth energy generating a vortex flow beneath me, as the sun ray caressing my skin...

Suddenly all of my nerves system from head to toes were activated, synchronizing with the spiraling energy which was glorifying around me...

As if my battery was automatically recharging, on the very island, where people used to celebrate Ra/Surya Dev power as The God of Sun...

Like a young Phoenix, who's born from their own ashes right after the old one burned itself, as each and every cells on my body embracing the energy tide. I was reborn...

As I was resurrecting the flesh and blood, I am reinventing my soul. Now I am ready for the twin flame sacred dance with Mother Earth...

#SpreadingLightnLove
#Working4PeacenHarmony
#StarLightVoyager

The Quest to Find Our Truest Truth...

"And What do you mean by truest truth...???"

Again, you asked... For this, I don't need any pause to think aboutthe answer, since I have spent years to answer my own questions about the truest truth in my LIFE...

I found that the truest truth is some kind of LIFE Codes we are commited to, in our line of duty, wherever we live on Earth as we serve the LIFE...

The Holy Book like Quran, should consist of the truest truth.  Yet for me, The Holy Book is still so full of secrets. Many people try to decode the verses written there by extracting the secrets based on their own specific understanding and knowledge...

Even if we have faith that Holy Book is contained of The Absolute Truth from The Mighty Creator, that we believe as The Infinite Source of Truth, when the truth is decoded and extracted by human, there will always be different perspectives in understanding the truth...

For example, like the truth of  heaven written in Quran. The explanation there might be comprehensive enough for people like you, because it is suitable for your own specific needs to understand LIFE...

So that could be the truest truth for you, while I would like to believe, I still need to complete my quest for the truest truth about Heaven.  Since my soul and spirit couldn't cope and accept the truth that you believe.  Not that the truth you hold is not true.  It is simply not compatible with the understanding that my mind, heart, soul and spirit hold. Somehow my intuition told me, there should be better explanation of Heaven than that. All we need is more knowledge and better ground to be more conscious of this truth...

I think the blog I wrote in 2014 could tell you more about the quest to find my own specific and truest truth...

Finding Our Own Stream ...

“I have been and still am a seeker, but I have ceased to question stars and books; I have begun to listen to the teaching my blood whispers to me.” 

~ Hermann Hesse

It is really good to understand that life is always about finding our own stream. Following the way we need to flow is always the best way to live rather than going with others...

Yet... Every river will end at the sea shore and become one in the same ocean. Although we might not go through the same river, but our beginning and our end most likely have the oneness within. As clear as the silver lining light in the sky that show us, we are living under the same sun and moon...

As for me learning is always my way of living. I learn about science as I learn about human. I learn to tone my muscle at gym as I learn to stretch my flesh and blood in yoga class. I simply love to learn, as I know my curiosity has always been the best way to energize the life in me...

But I guess, learning about many different matters in life never bring me closer to the truest truth about my life. Not until I learn about the life inside me, I found the true knowledge to live this life the way my own true nature should be...

Thanks for all of the challenges many of you have thrown at me, that always bring me closer to the core of my being, so I can find my way to flow my own stream...

Happily, Gracefully, Beautifully...
With the LOVE that always lighten up my way...

Bunch of Love,

ArifaH

One thing I am sure of the quest to find our own specific truest truth, as our souls growth and we reach higher ground of consciousness, the truest truth we hold will also shift and expand to meet our newest level of understanding.

Great thing I learn about the universe, LIFE is always on the move. It is up to us, to synchronize the rhythm we play with the velocity of LIFE where we live. We can always choose whether to slow down or to accelerate, and meet the Universal Speed...

Anything will be fine as long as we always turn The LIGHT on and maintain our Existence Track in orbiting The Infinite Source of Truth in LIFE...

For the sake of LOVE, LIGHT, PEACE and HARMONY in The Universe. Hopefully...

The Kisses...

If the LIFE shall allow me to send you kisses right now,
I will plant those kisses on three places :

Forehead for the luck,
So you know how lucky I feel for the chance to share my energy, 

thoughts and feelings with you, so I reach higher level of consciousness...

Cheeks for the fortune,
So you know how I treasure the soul connection we generate, 

as one of the most valuable gift the universe  allow me to embrace...

Lips for the love,
So you know how I cherish all the LOVE, 

that your presence ignite inside of me, 

only by showing up and share the LIFE with me...

May The Force be With Us...

Transcending LIFE Journey...

I read The Angel's tasks from some beliefs, that makes me wondering what actually Angels do for Human LIFE, as an entity mentioned in the holy book that we supposed to have faith on...

As I start to see Angels are not exist on Earth to make human fear of God's punishments, nor force us to live other people's life by taking notes of all our good deeds and evil wrong doing as human...

Now I refuse to fear the life after death, as I begin to live at the most by loving this LIFE instead. So I would do anything within my power to make LIFE a better place, for the one inside me and also for those who share their LIFE with me. That way, I will die peacefully knowing I have no regret, because I have given everything I got to be ALIVE, and dedicated all of me to make this LIFE worth living...

I would rather believe that Angels are there for Humanity to help us living the LIFE to the most. They are whispering the words of wisdom every time we need it, and nudging us to the place where we should find light each time we face the darkness dragging our soul to the lower ground...

Not that I refuse to believe in afterlife, I see death as a gate to enter the next life realm.  The life after death is our next journey, where we might get a new post, new assignment, based on how well we deal with our previous roles in the spirit we carry...

If we carry out the role very well, we could be move to better task, if not we probably get a demotion. I believe for those who has been working in transcending LIFE, a demotion could mean a hell of rework...

This reminds me of the verses in the Holy Book which spoken of TIME, which suggests us to make the best use of our time on earth. And I believe, considering those verses, actually not being able to transcend The LIFE to better ground while we are still pretty much ALIVE on earth, should have been tasted like a downfall. This could give the spirit obstacles to carry on the duty to shine...

That's why we need to create interconnections with all the spirits that share LIFE with us to carry this duty and shine together for sharing our truest truth, enhanced with the patience, to face all the obstacles faithfully...

In the deepest part of my existence, I have a faith that The Angels, as well as all the citizens of heaven, are there to guide and look after our spirits. So we can manage to embrace our spesific duty on earth. As we know, all the spirits have their own assignment to complete, and The Angels should be there to help. So at the end of our life we could be coming HOME peacefully to The Source, The Mighty Creator...

I just recently realized, HOME is always about our level of existence, that starts here on earth as the ground zero, to be transcending all the way back to The Source as The Final Destination.  Even after we leave the life in this planet. As I always use the term, to the infinity and beyond...

I am happy to finally see, being HOME is about Knowing that I am travelling  the right path for the LIFE inside of me, hopefully it is also right for the LIFE of those who share forever with me...

May The Angels look after and guard my soul and spirit, to transcend all the way to the infinity and beyond, towards The Final Destination, The Infinite Source of LIFE...

The Place I Call Home

People might see me as a weird package,  who's full of anomalies...  

Yet one of my valuable friends once  told me, the measurement of my normality should be counted based on the series of my abnormalities. If the LIFE inside me still feels like a collection of paradoxes, even for my own self, then I should really consider, everything is NORMAL.  It's really good to believe that.  Then I start accepting all my anomalies in seeing LIFE, as if I am born to create new pattern to live instead of fitting in ...

Embracing my anomalies felt like finding heaven is a place on earth, when few months back, I read my eldest girl wrote about my biography, for her English assignment. 

"She has a different style in almost everything. The world in her eyes is a whole different thing from what you see. That’s one thing I like the most from my mom. She always sees things from a weird perspective. But somehow that’s mostly what helps people... "

It is really good to know that my own flesh and blood is accepting me as I am. This fact really give me abundance of energy to face the future, knowing that I have brought up an open mind young lady for the tiny universe where we share this LIFE.  Moreover, this LIFE continued to give me even better  things to live with, when the universe allow me to start a brand new journey with you.

Last week,  I encountered a chat with the very person who helped me found my heart back in 2013. This chat made me went to sleep in tears, as if I have just dragged the darkness back. We chat about a Place to Call Home.  I guess mostly because the chat make me lost a grip of my balance.  As the morning comes up, and the first ray of my sunshine kicked in, I start to see a better ground.  

Even if the darkness was there, it is always our choice to maintain the stand, whether we will choose to stand in the dark side, or we will step on a higher ground where the light is shining. People might come and go to show us the twilight zone. Yet it is us who must learn how to keep the light on.  So we don't have to accept that anyone who come and asist us, as the only source of light we have. 

Especially for the restless soul, who's been broken and torn apart like mine. I thought I have been turning on the light inside me. But I was wrong, the journey still continued on. As I realized it takes abundance of brightness to bring out everything inside the place where my soul is scattered.

As I ever wrote in my blog few months back, after I went on a soul journey to Solo, Magelang and Ngawi. On one event, I met a long lost soul who showed me that I wasn't home yet. My soul is so restless, I still need a place to call home. This is also felt Like playing back all my own Déjà vu episodes, as I am collecting every pieces of my broken soul.

I wouldn't dare to imagine where this newest episode of my life journey will take us.  But where ever it might lead, I have fate, it will be worth the effort. For this journey really give me a brand new insight.  Eversince 

I start this journey with you,  I sense a high tide of energy is igniting inside of me.  The energy give me a glimpse of a silver lining brightness that is spotting on the road I am travelling.  The light that might 

finally show my restless soul a way to the very Place I Call Home.  

T

his should be my time to wrap everything up.  If all the truths I have gathered along my journey to get my scattered soul integrated are the truest truth, then I should be able to find it written somewhere in the road map you hold.

God provides me teachers from all over the planet, to challenge my truths and show me how to be a complete human. He sent people to allow me located my heart. He let others show me how to find my God Spot. He even sent many broken souls as mirror to show me how my mind, heart and soul actually wired. 

Now He sent you... 

I will never be able to thank you enough for walking this journey with me.  All I know, when we did something to help the life, the universe will smile at us and return the favor in the most surprising way. Looks like it is my turn to get the surprise, I ho

pe you equally get something good from what we reveal together.

As I begin to understand, no matter how close we are to an enlightenment, that allow us to use The Light Saber to slice into the depth of other people soul. We could never be able to slice into our own depth alone. Just the way we will never be able to see our own ears. 

We certainly need a mirror to get all the brightness around us reflected into the darkness we unconsciously keep inside. At the secret corner of the soul where we locked our deepest fear in a Pandora box, which is placed so secluded and hidden, even from my own consciousness...

May The Force be Upon Us...

So this journey will finally show my way to The Place I Call HOME...

Hopefully...

#StarlightSeed

#TheJourneyContinueOn

Song that Sparks The Life

Have you ever been listening to the songs that turn your head upside down, as they bring sparks into the depth of your heart...???

I thought, I have always been crazy, but I've been listening to this particular song that makes my soul dance, like a hundred times, and gone crazier...

It is only a song...

Yet it is enough to make me feel melted like an ice blanket, at the top of a mountain, on the first day of spring...

The song that could make me fly among the stars, where I would need a hand to grab my feet, before I slipped and lost in space at this speed...

I kind of believe...

The songs we listened and shared, usually saying the most honest feeling we felt inside. Music is a subconscious business, as well as the words said in the lyrics. We don't choose our songs by thinking about them. We choose them for the feeling those songs gave us...

It's like a Déjà vu sequence...

So familiar, yet not easy to describe. They simply work as a rope that pull the scattered feelings, thoughts and memories we had inside together. They let an energy tide rushed in to the soul and start a firecracker sparks at the innermost part...

Now I realized that songs could be a bridge to any souls connection that will allow us to reach higher. Since, they could ignite the energy to start our transcending transformation process inside...

Heaven helps,
Blessed the songs and  all the connections they shall create...