Existence Track...

Those who haven't seen their own existence track, might easily tell us how wrong we are in living the life, and blame us on every wrong turn we made, just because they didn't agree with the road we saw, while they actually couldn't make up their mind on where they were going...

We can't ask people to stay on our way, sometimes we need to let them go by themselves. Especially when they think we distract them from their uncertain path, only because we already know where we are going...

I just know some truths...

People mostly don't know how to appreciate what they really got, until they lost them...

Not all that glitter are gold, even diamonds only shine if we see them in the presence of light. The darkness probably makes us blind for a while, but truest heart can see in the dark...

So Dear...

Bring the light back on first, before you decide anything that might give you regret.
It may be looked scattered now, but sometime we can build better after all torn apart...

That's how we saw what was missing,
so then we could put things together
in the right order...

And I believe...

Sometime we need to experience breakdown,
so we can create a breakthrough...

I can't walk this road for you, but I definitely can walk it with you,
through anything the life might provide...

Shall We...??

#itjustlifeanyway
#lettinggo
#towardsbettertomorrow
#imnotafraidofdarkness
#Godneverfallsasleep
#2theinfinitynbeyond
#lightyearwords

Existence Track...

Those who haven't seen their own existence track, might easily tell us how wrong we are in living the life...

They might blame us on every wrong turn we made, just because they didn't agree with the road we chose, while they actually couldn't make up their mind on where they were going...

We couldn't ask people to stay on our way, sometimes we must let them free to go...

Especially when they think we distract them from their own way, only because we know where we are going...

I just know these truths...

★ People mostly don't know how to appreciate what they really got, until they lost them.

★ Not all that glitter are gold, diamonds only shine if we see them in the presence of light.

★ The darkness probably makes us blind for a while, but truest heart can see in the dark.

So Dear...

Please make sure of turning the light back on first, before you decide  anything in life, that might give you regret...

#itisjustlifeanyway  #towardsbettertomorrow #imnotafraidofdarkness
#Godneverfallsasleep

The Existence of Humanity in Life...

For me the existence of humanity in life always tastes more like a journey. It feels like we are rivers, running from different part of this planet...

Yet we are moving under the same sun and same moon towards the same ocean. As much as we are different, our life is heading the same direction...

The separation or oneness will be seen, depend on our position... If we could reach high enough we will see this planet in better perspectives as one place for all.  Even when we go higher we will see this tiny little earth is only a minor part of something way loads larger...

Humanity rise n fall all the time, since the beginning of life when Habil n Qabil conflict took place... Rohingya and all other conflict on earth that cost life and blood are made for a reason by some groups of people, even the new problem occurred in Jakarta...

We need to go beyond our horizon, move towards the infinity and see what's beyond it. I only see, this tiny little earth we live on couldn't afford more than One God...

Yet  human tends to have two Gods in life... The One who Creates life, and the very one we create in mind, Who eventually cost separation, hatred, anger, blood even lives...

The question will be... Are we ready to accept LIFE as it truly is...??? Or we still love the ideal life, create by the very God who Rule our mind, where we believe some groups of people are better than the others, and the better groups will enter heaven...

Would we believe that every single individual part of humanity who live on earth, have the equal chance to deserve heaven up there...???  As much as I would believe all of us share the same responsibility to conserve and preserve the balance of life on earth...

All will be costed and counted according to our contribution in making heaven a real place on earth while we still pretty much alive...

I don't know how all of this would come to your senses... Yet going beyond our horizon is my only answer against separation...

#TowardsTheInfinityandBeyond
#GetALIVE #BeALIVE
#VelocityandAcceleration

Just Like These Days...

These are some questions I desperately wanted to ask, when my marriage started collapsing before me and I felt my world was fallen apart...

1. Is it too much to ask if a wife expect her husband to physically hug n kiss her anytime she wants it as much as she needs it... So she can feel the warmth wherever she goes...

2. Is it too demanding if a wife wants her husband at least understand what she's been writing and give her time and full attention to discuss everything she thinks is fascinating in life...

3. Is it too hard to comprehend if a wife needs her husband to be the source of comfort and security, when life hasn't treated her so kind. So she could be safely fallen asleep knowing someone is watching her back and be ready to grab her when she fall...

4. Is it too difficult to understand if a wife hope her husband can accept her as she is and respect her stand, so she can feel loved despite her flaws and mistakes. Therefore she doesn't have to wear a mask just to bring peace in her marriage...

5. Is it too heavy to accept if a wife wish her husband understand her dreams and passionately participate to make them come true...

Because this wife is ready to go that far to meet her husband needs... She's been spending her optimum youth capacity and almost half of her life to build her family... Now she wants a life that can optimize all of her capacity to make her days meaningful...

I guess when it comes to LOVE in a Happy Marriage nothing will ever be too much...

We deserve everything that our mind can visualize... The question will be... Are we ready to go at any length to help The Man we marry understand what we really need from them...

Sometimes I just felt too tired to fight alone... and I let things crumbling into pieces around me until I become desperately need to run away... Just like these days...

I think time has come once again for me to improve my navigating skill in flying above the storm... The way I've always wanted to believe... "Life isn't about waiting the storms and thunders to pass, Life is about dancing in the rain and find all the colour of rainbow hidden in the sky, just above our blue horizon..."

So Help Me God...

True Meaning of HOME...

"So, What is the meaning of HOME...???"

You asked... After I shared some posts from Facebook and Kompasiana, that have something to do with my journey to the place I call HOME. So I took a silent paused, then I carefully tried to answer...

It is like an ocean for The Great Sailor I mentioned in my previous blog post.  They might have family and home on the land.  But no matter how hard they try to rest for retirement.  They will always hear the ocean call them to sail some more for the rest of their life...

I might be a mom and a wife, but I am born to be A Traveler. I have a duty to take a LIFE long journey, leaping through the space and time, gathering and sharing all the beauty of LIFE that I found along the way. I am traveling LIFE of the one inside of me and also of those who happened to share their LIFE with me...

Home for your soul, may not be the same for mine. Our arguments on several issues we discussed, has proven that we could have some different perspectives about LIFE. But I guess, our differences is the special part that amazed me most of our connection, we can be so different yet in so many part we hit the same understanding level about LIFE...

The blogs Mas Pong Sahidy wrote on Kompasiana few years ago, give me further  explanation about my own Journey Home. After all this while, finally I understand,  what he wrote about surrendering.  I just realized that, the best thing to do for me is only surrender and accept my LIFE the way I discover...

The Family LIFE is only a half part of our assignment on this planet, that's why I can be so restless home.  The other half still belong to the LIFE within me, as it is directly connected to The Highest Order. That's how we reveal our Existence Track, and The specific Order locked within our default setting...

This is also explaining why The LOVE I share with you give me comfort, and bring me the energy to reach better ground of understanding.  It is because at the time being on this planet, You are part of my Journey HOME. The souls are riding the energy tide, performing the sacred twin flame dance. So the spirits can carry on their duty to shine...

This is My HOME... Here on Earth, transcending all the way to the infinity and beyond, as we are definitely approaching the next life, towards our Final Destination...

The Infinite Source of LIFE...