January 18, 2023

Nemesis


 


















I was his Nemesis, said a long lost friend, after 32 years not having any words, nor seeing each other in any kind of platform there is on earth. During our 2 hours talk on phone, right after we exchanged words as I reached him out on chat, he explained why. This fact put me in a curious mode, after his story on how I was in his eyes back in my teenager life. He told me about the life plan I shared to him when I was around 15 years old, which I completely forgot...

Out of the blue, who would ever imagine being remembered as a Nemesis in a friend's life for so many years. That brought back the memories of me as this young ambitious achiever, since early age sharing my dreams to anyone I trust. Then we decided to have a lunch, which took 4 hours of our time catching up...
I could only wish that during this lunch talk, I still the very person worthy of being that Nemesis. Because I wasn't the me, I ever planned to be, though I never lost that dream. I am not a Professor in Astrophysics today, just a Profesional Mom of 4 kids. But I do still look up to the sky fascinated by the glitering stars in silver ray of fullmoon, and mesmerized by Astrophysics phenomenon in space...
Yet, I do believe the word Nemesis rings a bell in me as an incoming message the universe trying to tell, regarding my role on Earth:
1. Nemesis is a pretty strong word, telling us about restoring Balance and overcoming any kind of Duality.
2. Nemesis also an important word on the urgency that shows whatever goes around comes around, so any of us need to close the cord of every unfinished business in the most suitable darma in our life, before the karma take over...
I'm grateful for this Nemesis message, I do hope this connection renewal will accelerate our growth, and lit up the flame of curiosity in us...
Thank You for Showing Up...

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