April 19, 2021

The Indefinite LOVE



Like the first drop of a morning dew,
enchanted by the breeze air of a spring day,
the voice of fairy rhyme emerge from the forest,
blowing my heart with serenity and grace... 

Like the sound a lovely melody from the harps,
played by the angels in the misty face of moonlight,
a beautiful music is echoing in the atmosphere,
healing the pain in my soul as the song of a Pheonix...

Your music jump over the space and time, 
the beauties shared come straight to my heart, 
The voice nurtures my weary soul with a fresh air,
nourish my life with the eloquent words of harmony.. 

You just make me feel eternal, 
by the touch of this indefinite LOVE... 

Days might glide in and turn the nights off,
the earth might spin around till the end of time,
but the flame in my life will shine eternally,
as the ray of sunshine shall be ours for eternity...

#EternalJourney #NeverLand #SacredUnion 
#NextLevelofExistence #BeyondInfinity 
#MusicofMyHeart #MelodyofYourSoul 
#IamWithYou #AllofMy12Chakras 
#UniversalTrueLover #VibrateLove


April 16, 2021

This Moment

 


I'm in a blissful solitude, 
my morning is so quiet,
so very quiet and peaceful...

Even the wind refuses to say a word,
trees are silent too,
birds and butterflies are so gentle,
make me feel so blessed...

We share Love from this moment on...
It feels so splendid,
I'm in love with all beings,
and feel loved by everything...

The morning amazes me,
after the night made you awake, 
in my dream...

The lazy sea looks at me,
moving in slow motion,
dancing so very slow,
freezing this moment,
like a wave-less lake...

Thank You for being here,
will you stay with me,
from this moment on...


#EternalJourney #NeverLand #SacredUnion
#NextLevelofExistence #BeyondInfinity
#MusicofMyHeart #MelodyofYourSoul
#IamWithYou #AllofMy12Chakras #VibrateLove 

April 15, 2021

True...

 

Thousands of lifetimes might’ve sent us around, trapped our bodies within space and time. Eons of light years might’ve split us apart, so glad that I finally found you. 
Olympus might’ve fallen down, 
yet the gods are just reBorn in Us... 

 

You know it’s True...

 

Deep in the forest of Neverland, 

We’ve promised to make our lives meaningful for all the living... 

My heart is in you, melted by your charm, 

and  it's yours eternally... 

 

You see it's True... 

 

This gonna be an amazing ride, 

I am around you with all I might,

share LOVE from the innermost part of my being, bring all the things in life together and let us grow, The Cosmic force that binds galaxies for our Eternal Journey...

 

You feel it’s True...

 

Bloom and shine,
be True to your heart...

 Spread your wings,

fly me to the horizon,
like Jupiter ascending,
towards infinite light...


#EternalJourney #NeverLand #SacredUnion #DanceofThePheonix #IamWithYou #AllofMy12Chakras #RaiseinLOVE 

 



Life at The Most



Life is an exciting Journey, 
sometime we must breath heavily 
on our way up, 
other time we might have lost words, 
Could only scream on our way down, 
another time we're eloquently fluent, 
in our silence...


We can always skip a heartbeat, 
every now and then, 
leave ourselves breathless, 
cause the path is so stunning, 
Beautiful and blissful, 
as it is painted of rainbows, 
and many magical moments...

Our life path might be long and winding,
With all ups and downs we must face, 
in the end they're really worth the walk... 

Isn't it amazing to Live a Life at The Most, 
Expect nothing so we accept everything, 
Journey with no destination but the story... 

So we can tell the world this is our history, 
standing tall cause we've walked our talk, 
till the sun cease to rise for this world... 

#EternalJourney #NeverLand 
#NextLevelofExistence #BeyondInfinity
#MusicofMyHeart #MelodyofYourSoul
#IamWithYou #AllofMy12Chakras
#GetaLIFE #BeALIVE
#LiveatTheMOST #VibrateLove 

April 9, 2021

My Starlight

"She smiled and said with an ecstatic air:
"It shines like a little diamond",
"What does?"
"This moment. It is round,
it hangs in empty space like a little diamond;
I am eternal ..."

~Jean-Paul Sartre -The Age of Reason

***

It's been month and a week, since we exchange words in our chat box. It feels as if I have finally found a powerful energy reservoir, for recharging my wearying soul. As you then gradually find out by yourself, I am not as tough as people like to see me, not as wise as my writing seems to show...

I am a web under construction. A broken soul that has been trying to integrate every single pieces of my innermost being, by surviving each battle I face. So I can complete my duty to shine, for the tiny universe where I live. Especially for making the life inside of me really worth living...
I made my life a living hell by wanting so much thing I believe I deserve, also by questioning everything I couldn't understand.. I used to believe if I tried hard enough, I could use what I have to get what I want and need most in life...

I think that's where my life started crumbling, when I began to look around for a way out and also a Saviour.  I traded my head and heart to the darkness, for something that tastes like love and freedom. I have the need to run as fast as I could, then to fly high and far towards the Neverland so I can really feel ALIVE...

Then I got lost...

Although I often have the need to come back, but home doesn't feel like home anymore. I wasn't sure where I've done so wrong to make it right again. I always let my back door open, I left a room for my foot to step on the underworld ground. I manage to stop trading with the darkness, yet I start gliding into the twilight zone, where the light come and go as the first touch in my dark horizon...

I fall in love a dozen times, then use double time to fix my broken heart as the consequences. And I need triple time to bring the peace back inside of me, after my consciousness scolding at my own thoughts and actions, for everything I did...

That's when the universe allowed us to meet...

I understand you might've seen  me as a ship which has traveled across so many horizons. But you reveal the darkness inside of me, and recognize the anger in the darkest part of my broken soul too...

Our chats give me the chance to reveal my invisible wounds, and remind me of my root. Somehow, You allow my soul to glow without even laying a finger on my skin. As perfect as I could expect, we share energy, as we are revealing experience and knowledge through the chat box. So each discussion lets both of Us reach a better ground of understanding...

You're a lighthouse in my thunder and storm...

As much as I send the storm towards you, I gain access to your energy. No wonder I can't had enough thundering your mind. My apologies for being that selfish, and probably drive you mad. I just can't help it...

So you see my Starlight, how I start learning the art of surrendering, expecting nothing, and appreciate everything from your existence...

Allow me to bow deeply in gratitude for the songs and every single word You've been writing. They definitely send the message to the innermost part of my being, and make me thirst for more. I can never thank you enough for flowing the energy back to the deepest darkest corner of my soul...

#NeverLand #SacredUnion
#DanceofThePheonix #EternalJourney




April 6, 2021

A Healer Wish

"Tiada yang lebih menyegarkan dari kehadiran tetesan air, pada kerontangnya dahaga... Tiada yang lebih melegakan dari pantulan berkas cahaya, dalam pekatnya kegelapan... Tiada yang lebih menyembuhkan dari sentuhan Cinta, di atas merahnya luka dan legamnya amarah... Bersama pendaran harap terucap, Semoga Terobati..."


***

Terbaca guratan Rasa yang terurai sekian ratus hari lalu... Ingin rasanya jemari menyentuh torehan bekas luka yang sepertinya tetiba berdenyut dan memerah...
Ahhh...
Hidup memang selalu suka mengajakku bermain di jalanan terjal berliku... Terkadang membiarkan aku terjungkal ke dasar jurang yang dalam... Tempat di mana aku meninggalkan kepingan2 diri...
Terngiang petikan dawai gitar mengiringi lantun kata nggegirisi, dari dasar jiwa yang tercabik...

"I was Scattered,
Torn...
I was Wounded,
Hurtin'...
My Heart Brutally Broken,
My Soul Savagely Bleeding...
I Fell down and stumbled,
Life just given me another crashed landing...
Now I am cracked open,
breaking apart but survived...
Crushed in the lowest ground,
yet my only way out is IN then UP..
Wake Up Call,
Always comes at the worst..."

***

Siapa bilang menyembuhkan luka itu mudah, semudah menanti tarian mentari, yang kan kembali terbit dan bersinar, di esok hari...

Apakah mereka tahu, terkadang justru mendung menggelantung dan tiupan angin dingin menusuk tulang yang kan kujelang diakhir mimpiku... Duhai Matahari... Bolehkah petang ini kuharap dirimu urung terbenam, biarkan kunikmati mandi cahayamu sebentar saja lagi...
Sambil perlahan tapi pasti, berulang kali ku bisikkan pada Sang Diri...
"Semoga Terobati..."

Journey towards Neverland


I just realized, the object of my affection can also be a definite source of comfort, I really am grateful for every breath taken to cherish the moment of infinity we share...

I care not about the rule of the land nor the Space and Time...

The LIFE chooses Us, then I have no control over what happened after, for The Universe takes over... It's a Sacred Dance in an autopilot Eternal Journey towards a Never Land, where we could step into The Next Level of Existence, and leap Beyond Infinity...

So I embrace all the free falling session into The Secret Forest,
and Raise all over again in LOVE to LIVE The LIFE at The Most...


#MayTheForceBeUponUs #BeyondInfinity
#EternalJourney #SacredUnion #NeverLand #DanceofThePheonix #UniversalTrueLover



April 4, 2021

Moments of Infinity



Like the phases of our moon,
Always smiles in different face,
But she never leaves...

Just the way all the stars show up,
Twinkling in many different sparks,
Yet they're always around...

Journey of Life gives us enormous routes,
No destination only one way direction...

Enrich LIFE with moments of Infinity,
Where LOVE might infinitely be ours,
If only we could LIVE in the Now...

#EternalJourney #NeverLand #SacredDance
#DanceofThePheonix #IamWithYou
#AllofMy12Chakras #RaiseinLOVE

Let the stories of yesterday open our way to better tomorrow,
by leading us to make the best out of this very moment...




April 2, 2021

Only in My Breath...

I could only stare at my screen
hoping it change in split second
letting your name appear there
yet that empty page stay still...

I could only wish this void fade
allow me to take a restful night
without question marks in my head
yet the heart knows better...

Even if it's only in my breath
allow me to sense you near
although it's only in my dream
I wanna feel your  lips on mine
holding on to your heartbeats
like there's no tomorrow...

The moon must be smiling at Us
blessing that silver lining light 
send this LOVE to your spine
and bring you closer to me...
 
Although the century let time stop
and the earth let space run out
You'll always be here with me
little longer than eternity...




Flame of Pheonix

 

I was Scattered, 
Torn...
I was Wounded,
Hurtin'...

My Heart Brutally Broken,
My Soul Savagely Bleeding...
I Fell down and stumbled,
Life just given me another crashed landing... 

Now I am cracked open, 
breaking apart but survived...

Crushed in the lowest ground,
yet my only way out is IN then UP..
Wake Up Call,
Always comes at the worst... 

Wake Up...!!!
Beyond infinity....

This body might be beaten and weary, 
but the soul start gliding and find your rhythm...

As The heart's glittering like the sparkling fireworks,
burst to the sky,
Awakes my frozen soul to the brighter new days...
ReBirth and Dance, 
Live The Life to The Most,
Your light comes in,
through the shattered pieces of my heart... 

Turn My Pheonix flame On.....








Wings of The Pheonix

The stars knew how long I've been wandering to find the heart that beats in tandem with mine.. The sun noticed how far I'd like to t...