Hardcore Grounding...

When I let my flesh and blood rest peacefully, on the naked ground, where the earth energy generating a vortex flow beneath me, as the sun ray caressing my skin...

Suddenly all of my nerves system from head to toes were activated, synchronizing with the spiraling energy which was glorifying around me...

As if my battery was automatically recharging, on the very island, where people used to celebrate Ra/Surya Dev power as The God of Sun...

Like a young Phoenix, who's born from their own ashes right after the old one burned itself, as each and every cells on my body embracing the energy tide. I was reborn...

As I was resurrecting the flesh and blood, I am reinventing my soul. Now I am ready for the twin flame sacred dance with Mother Earth...

#SpreadingLightnLove
#Working4PeacenHarmony
#StarLightVoyager

M I R R O R

Seandainya saja dirimu mau sesaat saja mencermati, pasti akan muncul berbagai rasa menggelitik yang memberi benakmu banyak pertanyaan, demi menuntut jawab atas dialektika yang sejatinya tengah terjadi antara kau dan dia. Sesuatu yang membuatmu terkoneksi sampai sejauh ini. Seberapapun usahamu menjauh dari jerat itu, ada sesuatu yang hingga kini, selalu menuntunmu kembali padanya...

Sebentuk rasa di dalam dirimu mungkin telah lama menggugat dengan jengah, bagaimana mungkin manusia yang menjaga kesucian sepertimu terjerat sensasi duniawi yang menelikung ragamu bagai candu.  Dirimu pun sekuat kehendak berusaha menghindarinya, agar tak terjerat lagi dan lagi. Hingga pintanya tuk dapat menatap matamu, tak hendak kau kabulkan...

Sementara di bagian lain, terbersit selarik rasa yang menuntunmu agar jujur merengkuh, bahkan menikmati tarian energi yang berhasil melesatkanmu untuk terbang mengingkari ruang dan waktu, hanya untuk mereguk secawan sensasi yang ditawarkan buminya. Hingga rasa itu senantiasa kembali meraja dari waktu ke waktu, mengajakmu kembali, tanpa dapat  kau ingkari...

Sementara di antara tarikan kedua rasamu itu, ada sekelumit rasa lain yang mestinya sudah menyelusup dalam mencoba mendamaikan keduanya. Rasa yang hadir untuk menelanjangi diri manusiamu, namun selalu kau abaikan dengan segudang alasan, meski yang disampaikannya adalah kejujuran...

Tentu saja ini semua tentangmu, bukan lagi tentang dia,  meski segala tentang dia sudah menelanjangi titik nadirmu...

Adalah dia yang logika berpikirnya telah mengaduk batinmu dengan lusinan pertanyaan. Sementara tatap matanya membuat jantungmu berdetak tak beraturan, saat senyumnya melukis hatimu dengan warna pelangi...

Adalah dia yang kalimatnya sudah membiusmu dengan rasa yang sama sekali baru, saat bahasa tubuhnya memberondongmu dengan gelombang energi, hingga kau biarkan dirimu terlempar ke dimensi ruang dan waktu yang samasekali asing demi membersamainya...

Adalah dia yang proses ngelungsunginya
bergerak nggegirisi persis di depan hidungmu, begitu transparan dan telanjang, menyihirmu hingga kau tak kuasa palingkan muka...

Adalah dia yang menarikmu untuk menyelami dasar hatinya, demi menjadi saksi dari kegelapan di relung jiwanya, yang perlahan tapi pasti bergerak merengkuh cahaya, lewat lantunan alunan Safari Internal dan Cinta Sejati, inti ajaranmu kala itu...

Tapi kali ini bukan tentang dia lagi, ini tentang dirimu yang tengah bangkit dan tumbuh memenuhi tuntutan peran,  demi bergerak lebih cepat, membubung semakin tinggi, kemudian melesat jauh...

Dialah sebingkai lukisan kenyataan, yang hadirnya tak pernah kau inginkan, namun adanya begitu sulit untuk diingkari...

Hanyalah sebentuk cermin, yang kini ditawarkannya... 

Maukah dirimu bercermin, demi menatap pantulan wajahmu di antara gelap dan terang jiwanya. Adakah dirimu memahami gelisahnya, 

saat dia menangkap sinyal rasamu menyelusup jiwanya. Manakala kalimatmu membelai geletar nadinya, dan meruntuhkan realita atas batasan asa di kehendaknya...

Jutaan kata seakan tengah merapat dan berhimpun, menghantarkan gelombang demi gelombang energi ke tepian. Menyingkap tabir rasa, yang kelak kan mengajakmu memaknai setiap dimensi ruang dan waktu yang terberi...

Semoga...

As The Spirit Carries On...

I have been searching and connecting my own understanding of Indigos, kundalini energy flow, and humanity role in making the world a better place...

This journey of revealing new understanding about LIFE, make me feel like constructing a big jigsaw puzzle. We finished one puzzle, only to find the jigsaw that we've been finishing is a part of another bigger jigsaw puzzle to finish...

I believe instead of bring me regret, desperation or disappointment of the uncertainty in finding what we seek, I actually see this journey as the most fascinating part of life. We face one Eureka after another, only to learn we eventually need to search for many more Eurekas...

I think that's more about how we are equipped to do our roles on Earth.  As a writer who must write for both worlds, more because I got as many readers from the west, as I have in the east. I should have trained myself to use my helicopter view and see as many perspectives I could find without becoming judgmental...

Back then I hesitated that Islamic Worldview can be my solid ground to construct whatever I wrote. Recently a serial valuable discussion with a super special friend has brought me to firm understanding of how every important value in my LIFE should be wrapped up...

It's okay to be a seeker, as long as we finally grow to be The Finder. And it's nice to be a finder, only then we  will eventually grow to be The Keeper of our own Truest Truth in LIFE...

The Truest Truth we hold, is actually The source of LIGHT that could let innermost part of us SHINE, for the LIFE inside and the world outside...

So then, The Spirit Carries On...

Transcending LIFE Journey...

I read The Angel's tasks from some beliefs, that makes me wondering what actually Angels do for Human LIFE, as an entity mentioned in the holy book that we supposed to have faith on...

As I start to see Angels are not exist on Earth to make human fear of God's punishments, nor force us to live other people's life by taking notes of all our good deeds and evil wrong doing as human...

Now I refuse to fear the life after death, as I begin to live at the most by loving this LIFE instead. So I would do anything within my power to make LIFE a better place, for the one inside me and also for those who share their LIFE with me. That way, I will die peacefully knowing I have no regret, because I have given everything I got to be ALIVE, and dedicated all of me to make this LIFE worth living...

I would rather believe that Angels are there for Humanity to help us living the LIFE to the most. They are whispering the words of wisdom every time we need it, and nudging us to the place where we should find light each time we face the darkness dragging our soul to the lower ground...

Not that I refuse to believe in afterlife, I see death as a gate to enter the next life realm.  The life after death is our next journey, where we might get a new post, new assignment, based on how well we deal with our previous roles in the spirit we carry...

If we carry out the role very well, we could be move to better task, if not we probably get a demotion. I believe for those who has been working in transcending LIFE, a demotion could mean a hell of rework...

This reminds me of the verses in the Holy Book which spoken of TIME, which suggests us to make the best use of our time on earth. And I believe, considering those verses, actually not being able to transcend The LIFE to better ground while we are still pretty much ALIVE on earth, should have been tasted like a downfall. This could give the spirit obstacles to carry on the duty to shine...

That's why we need to create interconnections with all the spirits that share LIFE with us to carry this duty and shine together for sharing our truest truth, enhanced with the patience, to face all the obstacles faithfully...

In the deepest part of my existence, I have a faith that The Angels, as well as all the citizens of heaven, are there to guide and look after our spirits. So we can manage to embrace our spesific duty on earth. As we know, all the spirits have their own assignment to complete, and The Angels should be there to help. So at the end of our life we could be coming HOME peacefully to The Source, The Mighty Creator...

I just recently realized, HOME is always about our level of existence, that starts here on earth as the ground zero, to be transcending all the way back to The Source as The Final Destination.  Even after we leave the life in this planet. As I always use the term, to the infinity and beyond...

I am happy to finally see, being HOME is about Knowing that I am travelling  the right path for the LIFE inside of me, hopefully it is also right for the LIFE of those who share forever with me...

May The Angels look after and guard my soul and spirit, to transcend all the way to the infinity and beyond, towards The Final Destination, The Infinite Source of LIFE...

The Place I Call Home

People might see me as a weird package,  who's full of anomalies...  

Yet one of my valuable friends once  told me, the measurement of my normality should be counted based on the series of my abnormalities. If the LIFE inside me still feels like a collection of paradoxes, even for my own self, then I should really consider, everything is NORMAL.  It's really good to believe that.  Then I start accepting all my anomalies in seeing LIFE, as if I am born to create new pattern to live instead of fitting in ...

Embracing my anomalies felt like finding heaven is a place on earth, when few months back, I read my eldest girl wrote about my biography, for her English assignment. 

"She has a different style in almost everything. The world in her eyes is a whole different thing from what you see. That’s one thing I like the most from my mom. She always sees things from a weird perspective. But somehow that’s mostly what helps people... "

It is really good to know that my own flesh and blood is accepting me as I am. This fact really give me abundance of energy to face the future, knowing that I have brought up an open mind young lady for the tiny universe where we share this LIFE.  Moreover, this LIFE continued to give me even better  things to live with, when the universe allow me to start a brand new journey with you.

Last week,  I encountered a chat with the very person who helped me found my heart back in 2013. This chat made me went to sleep in tears, as if I have just dragged the darkness back. We chat about a Place to Call Home.  I guess mostly because the chat make me lost a grip of my balance.  As the morning comes up, and the first ray of my sunshine kicked in, I start to see a better ground.  

Even if the darkness was there, it is always our choice to maintain the stand, whether we will choose to stand in the dark side, or we will step on a higher ground where the light is shining. People might come and go to show us the twilight zone. Yet it is us who must learn how to keep the light on.  So we don't have to accept that anyone who come and asist us, as the only source of light we have. 

Especially for the restless soul, who's been broken and torn apart like mine. I thought I have been turning on the light inside me. But I was wrong, the journey still continued on. As I realized it takes abundance of brightness to bring out everything inside the place where my soul is scattered.

As I ever wrote in my blog few months back, after I went on a soul journey to Solo, Magelang and Ngawi. On one event, I met a long lost soul who showed me that I wasn't home yet. My soul is so restless, I still need a place to call home. This is also felt Like playing back all my own Déjà vu episodes, as I am collecting every pieces of my broken soul.

I wouldn't dare to imagine where this newest episode of my life journey will take us.  But where ever it might lead, I have fate, it will be worth the effort. For this journey really give me a brand new insight.  Eversince 

I start this journey with you,  I sense a high tide of energy is igniting inside of me.  The energy give me a glimpse of a silver lining brightness that is spotting on the road I am travelling.  The light that might 

finally show my restless soul a way to the very Place I Call Home.  

T

his should be my time to wrap everything up.  If all the truths I have gathered along my journey to get my scattered soul integrated are the truest truth, then I should be able to find it written somewhere in the road map you hold.

God provides me teachers from all over the planet, to challenge my truths and show me how to be a complete human. He sent people to allow me located my heart. He let others show me how to find my God Spot. He even sent many broken souls as mirror to show me how my mind, heart and soul actually wired. 

Now He sent you... 

I will never be able to thank you enough for walking this journey with me.  All I know, when we did something to help the life, the universe will smile at us and return the favor in the most surprising way. Looks like it is my turn to get the surprise, I ho

pe you equally get something good from what we reveal together.

As I begin to understand, no matter how close we are to an enlightenment, that allow us to use The Light Saber to slice into the depth of other people soul. We could never be able to slice into our own depth alone. Just the way we will never be able to see our own ears. 

We certainly need a mirror to get all the brightness around us reflected into the darkness we unconsciously keep inside. At the secret corner of the soul where we locked our deepest fear in a Pandora box, which is placed so secluded and hidden, even from my own consciousness...

May The Force be Upon Us...

So this journey will finally show my way to The Place I Call HOME...

Hopefully...

#StarlightSeed

#TheJourneyContinueOn

The Traveler's Words...

This connection is really make sense... You understand the road map, based on the truth written by your experience ... I traveled the road, based on the guide written in the stars... If those two can walk together, what kind of understanding that can be revealed...

Mankind is in desperate need of explanation... the very one that can penetrate their mind, reach their heart and enlightening their soul... so they know where their God Spot is... then the spirit can carry on their duty to shine...

Even myself... I'm still struggling in my own twilight zone to keep myself steady to hang on the brightened ground... That's my line of duty... my battle ground to help people transcending their own soul... Darkness is the place where I carry on my duty to shine... While my highest dream is to spread all the beauty I collect in my life including the beauty of all the teachings that I finally understand... So the life after me could learn that there still hopes in humanity, to heal the world...

I surf the tide of energy that's been flowing to you so far and raise my own vibe... I guess, from our discussion about LIFE, I can highlight two parts that we could share... The self mastery and the existence track in the tiny world where we're living, how that makes us a complete human, so we can find our truest role in the universe...

We know, some people simply choose only to share their life in bright area, they often shut down the man inside from his fundamental needs as human, so they will never get in touch with their own darkness... They make their spirit content with the devotion towards God and Heaven... Yet they might simply missed the best thing the LIFE could ever give, like LOVE and Intimacy in multidimensional level, mostly because they turn off their own body-mind-soul-heart needs, rather than analyze them and looking for legal way to fulfill  the needs...
 
The body-mind-soul-heart connection must be solid to reach the goal carried by our spirit. The next would be how we connect to the closest LIFE around us... The way we deal with the darkness inside will help us understand the darkness inside people around us.

I found that we are all equipped with our own devils to deal with... each and every one of us are born with a dark space where the devils could enter in any ways... That will be our weakness... most people work so hard to cover their weakness with their strength... so they don't even see their weakness... What most people don't understand, that weakness is actually our growth spot, once we are able to convert the weakness into a significant growth spot...

As human, our body-mind-soul-heart connection has needs to fulfill... We can't expect the human in us to work in full capacity, without fulfilling this human needs... I learn that hunger is not only in the body, as food is not always the one we put into our mouth... Mind-soul-heart connection need their specific nutrition to preserve their function... As spirit needs us to do every spiritual journey to reach the God Spot, to work as it should be... 
How would we fulfill our heart needs, if we don't understand LOVE... And how would we fulfill your soul needs, if we reject the need to find our passion in LIFE...

We are all equipped with the real guidance of The Truest Truth... Yet the first thing we need is to recollect the truth inside us... Body mind, soul, and heart, they have their own truth in fulfilling their needs... So we can trust them to carry on their duty to make the human in us work in the optimum capacity... We need to learn how to be true to our own selves... The Honesty is essential part in the quest to seek for our own Truest Truth...

What I learn from my own journey is to find LOVE every where I go, towards everything I see, using the eyes in my head and in my heart. So I can manage to really get A LIFE and to be ALIVE. In the name of LIGHT, PEACE and HARMONY... That's my order, my role in the tiny universe where I'm living.

I use The Power of Words to work in spreading LOVE, LIGHT, PEACE and HARMONY. The soul whispering the words, that my fingers have to write through my heart... So locating the heart is an essential part of our journey, as soul-heart-spirit connection will give us autopilot journey... The only problem is to silent the mind... who tend to see everything in true or false... using the data the mind ever collects and analyzes...

May the truest truth inside, give us the way to find the guidance from every source of starlight, in every step we make. As we hope for the air of LOVE fill every cells in our body in every breath we take...

Heaven Helps....

Loyalty Towards The LIGHT...

The darkness only comes to those  who allow their Light Saber inside on. Loyalty towards this LIGHT will be tested within the worst pressure in LIFE...

Like a diamond, which gets crushed, exposed to the heat and everything, to allow every single sides of it shine, reflecting any light that comes upon this most valuable gem...

It is never the calm blue sky and the bright sunny sea that could train a greenhorn to be a sailor. It takes the wide spectrum of storms and all the wilderness an ocean could provide to naturally shape The Great Sailor...

It takes everything we are equipped inside to make our LIFE really worth living. So at the end of this adventurous LIFE we can proceed happily to the next journey towards the Infinite LIGHT and Beyond...

As we know for sure that all of the quality within the human in us, had been unlocked and used for the betterment of this tiny universe where we share this LIFE...

‪#‎RoadLessTraveled‬‪ #StarlightSeed #‎ThePowerofConscience 

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Through The DEPTH of Our HEART

Actually, The deepest darkest secret c

ould only come up, w

here the light on...

The human in us could simply be ordinary, but all of us got the flashlight inside, which might work like a Jedi's light saber, slicing into the depth of every innermost being... So the naked soul could be exposed, 

as we make the bare mind work. Then we could learn to clear the heart, and free

the spirit to carry on...

Life isn't about waiting the storm and thunder to pass, Life is about dancing in the rain and find all the colour of rainbow hidden in the sky, just above our blue horizon...

Dear God, allow me to recognize the strength to carry on, by the presence of people with warm soul and tender heart who will catch me when I fall. So I could find my way back

home...

#CrashLanding

My Flashlight...

"I see the shadows long beneath the mountain topI'm not afraid when the rain won't stopCause you light the wayYou light the way, you light the way
I got all I need when I got you and Ilook around me, and see sweet lifeI'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlightYou're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the nightCan’t stop my heart when you shinin’ in my eyesCan’t lie, it’s a sweet lifeI'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the nightCause you're my flash light..."

I've been living my life with this song plays in my head for this past few days,
as the lyric dance in my heart, among all the lucid dreams I've been through,
along with the dams of thoughts and feelings in my horizon...

Makes me feel like hanging on a roller coaster ride in the twilight zone,

that could fly my soul higher than the stars, 

then drop my mind off to the deepest part of my ocean heart...

Almost like keeping the firework cracks inside of me, 

that could cause my heart skip a beat,

as I get the butterfly effect all over my blood system...

Now I feel a warm flow of energy is bursting 
in the innermost part of my being, 
that makes me glow with happiness and hope...

After all this while, 
finally I have the silver lining brightness surround me, 
I find the flashlight that might guide me 
through the path to a comfort and secure place 
that feels like home...

Dear God,
I'm tired of running,

Will you please show me
the way to come home...???

The Lighthouse

Have a beautiful start of 2016, I could only wish You will reach the highest ground of understanding that will fly your soul and spirit higher and further, in making your life worthy for the world, as it is for me...

Bunch of Love,

ArifaH

True Colors of The Starlights

I know,
I've been burying you in thunders and storms...

But You know,
I can possibly give you a touch of starlights and raindrops too,
So you can paint this life with the colors of Rainbow...

Who knows,
You might also learn the art of flying above the storm along the way...

Since flesh and blood always have space and time obstacles, 
I think we should blend our soul and connect our heart, 
then press the telepathic button on...

So we can have access to each other brain in real-time...

I believe that will be a briliant way to collide our starlights energy, 
in order to do our part in raising up
the awareness and consciousness of this planet..


What do you think...???

May all the stars int the universe wish us the best of Luck... 
For the path we must walk on with dignity, faith, 
bravery, honesty and integrity...

Especially, in embracing the dedication and commitment

to share a little that we know with the whole race  of mankind...

So we will have a better tomorrow
which full of happiness and love,

then we shall live in peace and harmony...

It ain't gonna be easy, 
but definitely will worth everything we do,
as we learnt to give our best shot...

Heaven help those 
who help themselves...

‪#‎StartrekModeOn‬

‪#‎IntergalacticAmbassador‬

#‎CollectiveEvolution

The Sunflower

Like the sunflower...

She will turn her face
to the ray of sunshine
in life...

With the brightness,
She will spread her seeds to the earth,
so the whole planet can enjoy 
the beauty of her new off springs...

Storms and thunders won't stop her,
She knows in the first touch of sunrise,
She will have to bloom again,
towards the Infinite light,
that travel beyond her horizon...

#therayofsunshine

#thestarlight

Song that Sparks The Life

Have you ever been listening to the songs that turn your head upside down, as they bring sparks into the depth of your heart...???

I thought, I have always been crazy, but I've been listening to this particular song that makes my soul dance, like a hundred times, and gone crazier...

It is only a song...

Yet it is enough to make me feel melted like an ice blanket, at the top of a mountain, on the first day of spring...

The song that could make me fly among the stars, where I would need a hand to grab my feet, before I slipped and lost in space at this speed...

I kind of believe...

The songs we listened and shared, usually saying the most honest feeling we felt inside. Music is a subconscious business, as well as the words said in the lyrics. We don't choose our songs by thinking about them. We choose them for the feeling those songs gave us...

It's like a Déjà vu sequence...

So familiar, yet not easy to describe. They simply work as a rope that pull the scattered feelings, thoughts and memories we had inside together. They let an energy tide rushed in to the soul and start a firecracker sparks at the innermost part...

Now I realized that songs could be a bridge to any souls connection that will allow us to reach higher. Since, they could ignite the energy to start our transcending transformation process inside...

Heaven helps,
Blessed the songs and  all the connections they shall create...

The Infinity and Beyond...

I need acceleration,
You have velocity...

You long for a friend in need,
I am a friend indeed...

 I need the life that You've been through,
You need the love that I've been shared...

 That's why your road and mine crossed,
as our galaxies collide in a universal collision...

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#‎flyingabovethestorm‬