Close to You...

I have firecracker in my heart that cause it skipping a beat, every time this eye's catching a glimpse of your name on my screen. I have butterflies effect in my tummy that cause it leaping into a non gravity loop, every time you're jumping in my thoughts...

And I'm loosing one grip of my logic, every time life bring me one step closer to you. Now I'm dancing through the space and time, anticipating what might happen next. Heaven helps...

#EarthEnergyConstellation

Two Towers...

It wasn't a bright sunny day at the time you arrived to pick me up. The sky was cloudy,  and the sun refused to shine, yet our journey began as you planned... 

After all the ups and downs, and some moments of going around in circles, we found the right place on the highest ground. The very space where the grass still green, covered by thick bush, with bunch of trees as the back ground. I spread my broken white pashmina on the ground, and started to set up the crystals we brought in a grid, with a hope the sun will finally show up and share the abundance of energy to us... 

We were lucky, by the time our grid done, the sunbeam finally came out... 

As we exchange words in each stories we share, our vibration rise up and broadcast the sacred vortex of energy that was endlessly spiraling out, generated by our meditative dancing union. Until the drips of very light rain suddenly waking us up from our trance session, showing us the sun has slightly moved down, means we have used up all the time we got there... 

Stories will always be shared continuously, as the time passes by... 

I just knew that, even though that was the end of my trip, our journey will never come to an end. For the destination of every trip we share will always be the journey itself. Thank you for walking with me all these way, I'm very blessed to share this journey with you... 

Heaven Helps... 

#EarthEnergyConstellation
#TwoTowers

The Pitch Black, Yet Pink ME...

"​And even though I know how very far apart we are, It helps to think we might be wishin' on the same bright star... And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby... It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky..."

Since the night after last valentine, this song is echoing in my head over and over again, plays in tune with the melody of my soul, creates a totally new rhythm within my heart, makes my mind refuse to let go the thought of you from my head...

This isn't anything new for me, I have been here and done this before, yet the question stays the same, as I look up to the sky and shoot the very same words above:
"Dear Heaven, now what...?"

It is like, I wasn't bled enough, as my heart brutally broken along the way to embrace everything I need to understand about LOVE. But this journey still needs me to carry on. As if the lesson wasn't learned enough along the way. Why...?

Yes, LOVE has always been my strength. Hence, the journey to embrace LOVE was also revealing my weakness.  As LOVE showered me with all its bliss and blessing in disguised, yet it also got me so cursed. Since this journey exposed me to the pitch black part of my soul... 

I thought my lesson in the quest to find True LOVE, has brought the light back on to the deepest darkest corner of my being. So I completely understand which part of my being needed to grow. Yet this LOVE for you still came and touched the LIFE inside of Me... 

Not that I am complaining, truly I like it. Since being in LOVE always makes me feel so ALIVE.  For the energy generated as I am fallen in LOVE, manifests like the dynamic yin and yang vortex. Gives my heart the sparkle of firecracker works, every time it skip a beat, as the thought of You comes to my senses. Just the way you send butterfly to my tummy only by throwing a silly jokes over the net...

Mostly the energy flies me too high into the multi dimensions realm over my soul, as my heart and spirit collide gives me the exact coordinate and clear direction, on how to intercept your soul... 

Sometime it's just lingering in the crossing channel between my heart and mind, gives me emotional turmoil that urged me to pick my phone and call you, just to fill the void, and quench the thirst of missing you... 

Other time it is even dropped so low beyond the twilight zone, sensing you were there on your own. Most probably lonely, but locked your soul in indifferent stage of being, where you find blanket of comfort zone, being on your own. The thoughts send me a wonder, how it really feels to touch your flesh and blood in reality. Sometimes I wish, you could at least give me a space to flow that feeling. But then I could only blow you good night kisses and send  virtual hugs, with a hope the big sky would kindly refrain them your way...

But above all, these thoughts and feelings, generate a high level of creativity while I am around you. Manifest in all the flowing texts I wrote, the words I hardly believe were 100 percent mine.  Because I believe You have pull them out with all the crazy thoughts we share, that some how energizing the think tank inside my head, even when you are not around...

This is definitely a brand new journey, even after all the ups and downs that I have been through along this kind of journey.  This time, It feels like I am standing in the middle of a multi-dimensional portal. Waiting for the most random leap, ignited by the energy we accidentally share. Each time our souls intercept, in the dynamic Yin and Yang realm, where our interconnection taken a place...

I really do hope, I have better Idea on where this journey may lead. As You said, I deserve the authority to be in control. How should I do that, You don't even have the need of me being around. The Pitch Black yet Pink ME, that plastering around you, like a storm thundering your comfortable sanctuary... 

What could I say,

I just wanna be with You...

#LovenLight

#GetaLIFE

#BeALIVE

#2TheInfinityandBeyond

"A whole new world, A dazzling place I never knewBut when I'm way up here It's crystal clearThat now I'm in A whole new world With you..."~ Aladdin OST

"Love is the energy that brighten the life and make those who share it feel alive. The same energy that pinned Earth, Venus, Mars and the entire Solar system to orbit The Sun. The very same energy that stick the whole Milky-way together, so none of the member move out to Andromeda even if they have to cross each other path in galactic collision during their cosmic journey..."

~ArifaH-2014

Existence Track...

Those who haven't seen their own existence track, might easily tell us how wrong we are in living the life, and blame us on every wrong turn we made, just because they didn't agree with the road we saw, while they actually couldn't make up their mind on where they were going...

We can't ask people to stay on our way, sometimes we need to let them go by themselves. Especially when they think we distract them from their uncertain path, only because we already know where we are going...

I just know some truths...

People mostly don't know how to appreciate what they really got, until they lost them...

Not all that glitter are gold, even diamonds only shine if we see them in the presence of light. The darkness probably makes us blind for a while, but truest heart can see in the dark...

So Dear...

Bring the light back on first, before you decide anything that might give you regret.
It may be looked scattered now, but sometime we can build better after all torn apart...

That's how we saw what was missing,
so then we could put things together
in the right order...

And I believe...

Sometime we need to experience breakdown,
so we can create a breakthrough...

I can't walk this road for you, but I definitely can walk it with you,
through anything the life might provide...

Shall We...??

#itjustlifeanyway
#lettinggo
#towardsbettertomorrow
#imnotafraidofdarkness
#Godneverfallsasleep
#2theinfinitynbeyond
#lightyearwords

My Independence Song...

As the silver beam of a bright full moon recharging the earth in the cool air of the mountain...

I turn my face to the stars above, and notice that the sun is giving my wings a go to fly high, and further more...

As above so below,
As within so without...

So the melody of my universal heart starts to play in tune with the music of my soul, as all the stars in my galaxy dance in rhythm with every cells in my earthly body...

They are singing the song of Independence, as I start to whisper my words of freedom...

Now my life is taking off, flying away towards the infinity and beyond...

#GetaLIFE #ImALIVE

Connections and Collaborations on Earth...

Any connections we develop on earth is never about our own selves, it is always about the tiny universe where we share life. The very reason why we should reach and look in to our truest power within,  and let it out...

Just the way Love should become an energy tunnel to generate any connections between hearts, knowledge should be the bridge between brains to ignite the truest power within and develop synergy for solid collaboration on Earth...

It is never about what or who we are that's truly matter. It is more about how any connections we create should improve the best of us, in each collaborating stages we could reach...

For better 🌍 and all the life that ever live on...

#2TheInfinitynBeyond
#VelocitynAcceleration
#TheLawofOne

The Song of Freedom...

Back to the world of trillion stars,  It's time to announce I'm no longer a satellite that's been lost control...

Let the sky noticed that the time has come for me to take control of my own ground, and the real journey definitely shall begin...

As pretty face of the bright full moon recharged the earth in crispy air of raindrops...

I turn my face to the stars above, and notice that the sun has no longer got control of my wings to fly high, and further more...

As above so below,
As within so without...

So the melody of my soul starts playing in tune with the music of my very own universal heart, as all the stars in my galaxy dance in rhythm with every cells in my earthly body...

They are singing the song of independence, as I start to whisper my words of freedom...

Now my life certainly goes on towards the infinity and beyond...

#getaLife #beAlive