The Teachers...

I have always wanted to be a Teacher. By then, I thought Teacher was only a profession and carrier option...

But as the time goes by and my life grows, I noticed for all the questions I asked, not all can be answered by people who work as teachers...

Later I realized for every questions answered, I will always have at least two more questions to ask...

So, I stopped looking for the way to be a teacher. I enjoyed my time becoming a curious student in exploring life...

Almost everyday life send me people who would teach me worth learning lessons...

Now I'd like to think, teaching is a life journey for people who has been spending enough time being a student in life, who realized that the most natural consequences of this journey is a lifetime learning...

How would we feel sufficient enough to be a teacher in this lifetime, once we know that we will never have enough time to learn everything about life...

This journey will definitely take forever, although we are completely sure too, even forever ain't enough...

Anyway,  Let's share gratitude to all the teachers we have all this while, in the tiny part of universe, where we live our wonderful life...

Thank You...
Thank You...
Thank You...

Bunch of Love,
ArifaH

#BowinDeepGratitude

How We Define Love and God...

Allow me to share the path that I've been through, not sure how my story will serve yours,  I just have to follow my own intuition...

The moment I felt your energy, I just got the need to intercept it...

It's like floating through the universal creative moment, which would fly me to the next transcendence path of my own spiritual enlightenment journey..

Speaking of spiritual enlightenment, I would say... For me, spirituality is like swimming through the water from any river on earth...

Which ever the river we follow,  all of us will end up at the same blue ocean, under the same sun and the same moon...

It's also like our definition of Love or God...

We should define them as we see them, and there's no right nor wrong...

As human we simply allowed to face many different path, and all the differences must be seen as they are...

We can only define Love or God precisely the way we see them, exactly how we found them...

#ThePowerofConscience
#TowardsTheInfinityandBeyond

The Infinite Journey of LOVE...

My spirit will always surround yours in prayers, everytime I feel you in my heartbeats...

My soul will always enggage with yours in a transcending journey, everytime our life path crossed...

My mind will always want to LIGHT the candle of knowledge with yours, everytime we get a chance to share the little that we know, as our life continuously  transform...

My heart will always be there to whisper all the words of BEAUTY to awake yours...

The warmest vibe of my energy will always want to envelope yours, if only we ever have the space to meet in a collision course at the highest top of my dream land... 

My fingers will also long to be there caressing each part of your being that's longed to taste the very touch of TRUE LOVE...

As every cells in my being long to be with you, every nerves in me send the electrical sparks towards your being, so every drops of my blood vibrates the highest level of energy that will fly our conscious souls towards the infinity and beyond...

If only you would feel Me...

Let's just share the comfort of LOVE, LIGHT, HOPE, and HARMONY to the UNIVERSE, then we will eventually glide this sacred twin flame dance in life eternally...

So Help Us God...

Happy 12th Anniversary, Dear...

As we plant the kisses on your cheeks, may Allah be closer than those kisses to your mind, heart, and soul...

So you will always in the need of His Love to enlighten the life inside and around You...

Guide you all the way in every step you make, refresh you like the oxygen in every breath you take...

Just the way each beat of your heart sends all the drops of your blood towards  every cells in your body that makes you feel
Alive...

Happy Bday Dear Fella...

Growing with My Teenage Girls...

Being an eastern moslem mom in an islamic world is not an easy job, especially when we have the combination of an old soul, sensitive heart, and futuristic state of mind... For milion times I found myself asking the same old question, "Have I done my job as their mom good enough...?"

I know, I haven't been a living  example of how a good woman should be. I have lots of scars and  flaws, I also tend to make loads of mistakes as a woman and a mother. I have failed in so many life challenges too...

But one thing they know for sure, I am the first person on earth they can always run to, no matter how hard life give them challenge. Because,  as I learned to accept myself as I am,  I understand that the perfect start to raised my children is to embrace their imperfection, perfectly. That's how we start growing together as a team player...

I am so grateful that my girls have done their best to grow up and become a wiser young woman than I ever was,  they set an example for their brothers of how a responsible kids should be...

The best thing I can promise them is to be an honest and genuine Me, and grow with them finishing my unfinished life puzzle...

I really am proud to be your Mom, girls...
Written with my eternal love...

#HugsNKisses

The Less 0,01 and The Extra 0,02...

These two exponential equations show us what I've always meant when I said to the infinity and beyond...

In order to define our infinity, we need to determine the spectrum of pain that we could endure, in order to walk the extra mile that will make a total difference in our life, if only we would go a bit further beyond it...

Most people might refuse to understand our vision and tell us to stop going that way, because the road we see is a total nonsense for them. Yet, if we could visualize a clear vision, no matter how absurd it is for others, we might actually have seen our way. Just then we must be prepare to press the gas and speed up, like we have no break nor tomorrow...

Although we don't have the luxury of knowing where  our infinity exactly is, if we could determine that we would go beyond it, then we might actually go through any limitation. So then we grow to become an infinite  creature...

Also we'd better keep in mind, as we set our goal, we need to contribute in something greater than our lives...

If we could visualize these two equations in the way we set goals in life, then we will know that no one can set 'what is required' for us, but ourselves...

Because in reality, sometimes I felt even the best isn't good enough. Many times, I need to do better than my best.  So the less 0,01 or extra 0,02 can mean more than just a number for me...

Hopefully..

Just Like These Days...

These are some questions I desperately wanted to ask, when my marriage started collapsing before me and I felt my world was fallen apart...

1. Is it too much to ask if a wife expect her husband to physically hug n kiss her anytime she wants it as much as she needs it... So she can feel the warmth wherever she goes...

2. Is it too demanding if a wife wants her husband at least understand what she's been writing and give her time and full attention to discuss everything she thinks is fascinating in life...

3. Is it too hard to comprehend if a wife needs her husband to be the source of comfort and security, when life hasn't treated her so kind. So she could be safely fallen asleep knowing someone is watching her back and be ready to grab her when she fall...

4. Is it too difficult to understand if a wife hope her husband can accept her as she is and respect her stand, so she can feel loved despite her flaws and mistakes. Therefore she doesn't have to wear a mask just to bring peace in her marriage...

5. Is it too heavy to accept if a wife wish her husband understand her dreams and passionately participate to make them come true...

Because this wife is ready to go that far to meet her husband needs... She's been spending her optimum youth capacity and almost half of her life to build her family... Now she wants a life that can optimize all of her capacity to make her days meaningful...

I guess when it comes to LOVE in a Happy Marriage nothing will ever be too much...

We deserve everything that our mind can visualize... The question will be... Are we ready to go at any length to help The Man we marry understand what we really need from them...

Sometimes I just felt too tired to fight alone... and I let things crumbling into pieces around me until I become desperately need to run away... Just like these days...

I think time has come once again for me to improve my navigating skill in flying above the storm... The way I've always wanted to believe... "Life isn't about waiting the storms and thunders to pass, Life is about dancing in the rain and find all the colour of rainbow hidden in the sky, just above our blue horizon..."

So Help Me God...