Everything is going back to normal in the tiny little world where I'm living. Although the climatologists still forecast the extreme weather alert is on until the end of February. I start to restore things into the girls and boys rooms, and start to put the furniture back in to mine. As my children start to restore the electronic stuff back to their place, their computer and television are on, so I can have my laptop back all alone after sharing it with them for weeks.
I'm relieved now, 'coz not being able to write when I have the strong need to do so has corrupt the inner me somehow, I kind of loosing a bit of my balance. Somehow, make me have the need to sit and talk all night long with those who can read what I didn't write, as they hear what I didn't say.
Now I understand, I have been using my time online mostly to find some moment of silence, where I could be alone with myself and gather the vibe I need from the universe. This way, all the positive vibe always surround me in every ups and downs of my days. Although in this kind of world, it is almost impossible to avoid negativity, yet we can always minimize it by changing our perspectives.
I changed my words, so I could change my thoughts. And when I could change my perspectives of life as I paint it with rainbow in the most beautiful way, I could suddenly invite all the beauty to stick around me. Even in the worst of storm, I could finally find some light. The very brightness I need to follow, so I can always fly and soar above the storm.
I finally found that my emotion could be the result of my own logical process, as I set my mindset and perspectives. Yet, my true feeling is more about the ability to sense my own true nature and understand my need, as I activate my conscience to be 100% accessible in my entire operational system. And that's how I decide to choose the actions I need to get things done for me and for the tiny little world where I'm living.
