The Truest Truth...

A student who knocks on my box chat with a head full of ideas and questions, always excite me more than anything in the world. Last week this student wrote an article and show me.  Interesting article, and I can't stop myself to question what she wrote...

And I believe this dialog is really worth reading, I decided to post this as  a blog because some of the parts I wrote, need a #Note2Myself sticky label...

Naf : I'm so truthful and truth can always be seen in my eyes...

Me : I like this statement... but I wonder which truth you're talking about...? Yours or the truth most people agree of...

Naf : HEHEHE im not sure with the 'im so truthful' either but i like the truth. I appreciate truth more than anything else. Ironically, sometimes i myself do have problem with realizing the truth, yes?

Me : Hahaha... Because there's a lot of versions in truth, like it has too many faces... You need the truest truth, real truth the innermost part of you representing...

Naf : So i need to find the truest truth?

Me : Or more over... hear n observe it within you...

Naf : The truth..
Of what? Exactly?

Me : Of anything... Like the statement... "you need to be true to your heart"...

Naf : Yeaaahh.. True
I want to be better...

Me : You tend to follow the most acceptable truth to your mind...

Being better is depending on how you see good n bad in life... Which both are illusion. Unless you know your own truth...

Better means closer to your path...

Naf : You tend to follow the most acceptable truth to your mind...

Can you please explain further..?

Me : Finding the truth takes courage to choose, not walking on mainstream journey...

Since truth isn't always what you think is true, truth needs the feeling to feel good about it...

Naf : How can good and bad be illusions?

Me : It's a matter of perspective and perception... Depends on where you're standing...

With your ability to use your brain... you need the ability to learn from all perspectives and perceptions possible without judging if that's good or bad...

Naf : I need practice...

Me : Sometimes we need the ability to walk the road less traveled... Try writing, it is the best practice to see where you stand...

And don't worry of practicing... I've learned to see my truth a lifetime, and I haven't mastered it yet...

Muslim world force us to live in a box, but those with the ability to see beyond the horizon, will never see any box...

Naf : The muslim world.. I would say its the people, the community who force us to live in the box. But those who truly is a muslim should be able to see beyond the horizon.

Because real muslims are made to make the world a better place, right? We have to be able to see beyond the box. The box is just a boundary people make, isnt it?

Me : That's why I say in Muslim world... not as Muslim in particular... 

Look at what those who claim to be Good Muslim do to Ahok...

Yes dear... we should not see a box... 

The universe is our limits... All the galaxies are expanding... 

Even the diameter of Milky way grows from 100k light year to 150k light year...

That's why I taught you to define your truest truth... Never let any box or boundaries define your truth...

Naf : I think it'll take time for me to completely understand this but thanks, mak(:

Me : Hahaha... you need a journey to understand what I wrote...

It's like I'm showing you the road map I traveled... You will never see what it's really like until you travel your own journey... Then you will draw your own road map, which most probably will be different than mine...

Like showing you a place on google map... you won't understand what I'm showing until you go down the place I show you...

Naf : Yeaaah true...

Me : Sometimes thing will turn out wrong before it's heading to the right direction...Fear will never get you anywhere... Since, bravery isn't about the absence of fear, but more about the ability to handle them...

Naf : True true... But i'm not sure what i must do...

Me : Listen to your heart...
Silence your mind...

Naf : Its not easy.-. ... Tell me how..? I tend to think things through, Not feel...
Tho ive just learned that feelings, and what the heart says is as important, 

silencing the mind have never been easy to do...

Me : Practice... Moreover Be honest and true to your heart... 

Good is not always looks right.. But it does feels right...

*Courtesy of Nafisa Athiya, Grade 10, 

School of Human Student www.smasoh.com

The Fact of Falling in Love...

Falling in love actually is only a gate before two souls collide in universal collision. In my stage of being, I can fall in love daily to any souls that cross my path...

It's not my privilege to choose whom to love,  as the love always chooses them for me. One thing for sure, Love is a powerful energy that can ignite growth out of our life, as we choose to make the world really worth living...

Thank you for showing up and teach me the next level of unconditional love lesson.  Allow me to have the pride of saying, I Love You...

#GetALife #BeAlive
#TowardsTheInfinitynBeyond

The Teachers...

I have always wanted to be a Teacher. By then, I thought Teacher was only a profession and carrier option...

But as the time goes by and my life grows, I noticed for all the questions I asked, not all can be answered by people who work as teachers...

Later I realized for every questions answered, I will always have at least two more questions to ask...

So, I stopped looking for the way to be a teacher. I enjoyed my time becoming a curious student in exploring life...

Almost everyday life send me people who would teach me worth learning lessons...

Now I'd like to think, teaching is a life journey for people who has been spending enough time being a student in life, who realized that the most natural consequences of this journey is a lifetime learning...

How would we feel sufficient enough to be a teacher in this lifetime, once we know that we will never have enough time to learn everything about life...

This journey will definitely take forever, although we are completely sure too, even forever ain't enough...

Anyway,  Let's share gratitude to all the teachers we have all this while, in the tiny part of universe, where we live our wonderful life...

Thank You...
Thank You...
Thank You...

Bunch of Love,
ArifaH

#BowinDeepGratitude

How We Define Love and God...

Allow me to share the path that I've been through, not sure how my story will serve yours,  I just have to follow my own intuition...

The moment I felt your energy, I just got the need to intercept it...

It's like floating through the universal creative moment, which would fly me to the next transcendence path of my own spiritual enlightenment journey..

Speaking of spiritual enlightenment, I would say... For me, spirituality is like swimming through the water from any river on earth...

Which ever the river we follow,  all of us will end up at the same blue ocean, under the same sun and the same moon...

It's also like our definition of Love or God...

We should define them as we see them, and there's no right nor wrong...

As human we simply allowed to face many different path, and all the differences must be seen as they are...

We can only define Love or God precisely the way we see them, exactly how we found them...

#ThePowerofConscience
#TowardsTheInfinityandBeyond

The Infinite Journey of LOVE...

My spirit will always surround yours in prayers, everytime I feel you in my heartbeats...

My soul will always enggage with yours in a transcending journey, everytime our life path crossed...

My mind will always want to LIGHT the candle of knowledge with yours, everytime we get a chance to share the little that we know, as our life continuously  transform...

My heart will always be there to whisper all the words of BEAUTY to awake yours...

The warmest vibe of my energy will always want to envelope yours, if only we ever have the space to meet in a collision course at the highest top of my dream land... 

My fingers will also long to be there caressing each part of your being that's longed to taste the very touch of TRUE LOVE...

As every cells in my being long to be with you, every nerves in me send the electrical sparks towards your being, so every drops of my blood vibrates the highest level of energy that will fly our conscious souls towards the infinity and beyond...

If only you would feel Me...

Let's just share the comfort of LOVE, LIGHT, HOPE, and HARMONY to the UNIVERSE, then we will eventually glide this sacred twin flame dance in life eternally...

So Help Us God...

Happy 12th Anniversary, Dear...

As we plant the kisses on your cheeks, may Allah be closer than those kisses to your mind, heart, and soul...

So you will always in the need of His Love to enlighten the life inside and around You...

Guide you all the way in every step you make, refresh you like the oxygen in every breath you take...

Just the way each beat of your heart sends all the drops of your blood towards  every cells in your body that makes you feel
Alive...

Happy Bday Dear Fella...

Growing with My Teenage Girls...

Being an eastern moslem mom in an islamic world is not an easy job, especially when we have the combination of an old soul, sensitive heart, and futuristic state of mind... For milion times I found myself asking the same old question, "Have I done my job as their mom good enough...?"

I know, I haven't been a living  example of how a good woman should be. I have lots of scars and  flaws, I also tend to make loads of mistakes as a woman and a mother. I have failed in so many life challenges too...

But one thing they know for sure, I am the first person on earth they can always run to, no matter how hard life give them challenge. Because,  as I learned to accept myself as I am,  I understand that the perfect start to raised my children is to embrace their imperfection, perfectly. That's how we start growing together as a team player...

I am so grateful that my girls have done their best to grow up and become a wiser young woman than I ever was,  they set an example for their brothers of how a responsible kids should be...

The best thing I can promise them is to be an honest and genuine Me, and grow with them finishing my unfinished life puzzle...

I really am proud to be your Mom, girls...
Written with my eternal love...

#HugsNKisses