How Would I...???

Let's just see how time tends to make me see, 
by then we will see all the complexions 
I ever have in my life were there for a reason

The reason that will broaden my understanding
about the life that I'm living, 
more specific about the single life 
that live inside of me
so I really see where I'm heading

All I can do now is accepting with brand new understanding
that it's better for me to swim and float with the tide 
not against it, nor fighting it
and this time I will do my best 
not to run from it

Just one huge question hanging in my thoughts...

Could I buy my soul back from the devils when I really don't know how..???
Especially when I feel too weak to fight alone and too tired to fly solo above the storm...


But I do believe Heaven is a place on earth, as well as the hell is, 
As I also believe that devils are part of our being, as well as the angels are...

Now I see... 

How being a devilish angel who happen to live on earth
without her wing can be so confusing 
for the woman in me...

Dear God,
Allow me to surrender
my fragile heart...

So I will feel the comfort
in The Wing of Your Love
sheltering my innermost soul...
Hopefully...