The Less 0,01 and The Extra 0,02...

These two exponential equations show us what I've always meant when I said to the infinity and beyond...

In order to define our infinity, we need to determine the spectrum of pain that we could endure, in order to walk the extra mile that will make a total difference in our life, if only we would go a bit further beyond it...

Most people might refuse to understand our vision and tell us to stop going that way, because the road we see is a total nonsense for them. Yet, if we could visualize a clear vision, no matter how absurd it is for others, we might actually have seen our way. Just then we must be prepare to press the gas and speed up, like we have no break nor tomorrow...

Although we don't have the luxury of knowing where  our infinity exactly is, if we could determine that we would go beyond it, then we might actually go through any limitation. So then we grow to become an infinite  creature...

Also we'd better keep in mind, as we set our goal, we need to contribute in something greater than our lives...

If we could visualize these two equations in the way we set goals in life, then we will know that no one can set 'what is required' for us, but ourselves...

Because in reality, sometimes I felt even the best isn't good enough. Many times, I need to do better than my best.  So the less 0,01 or extra 0,02 can mean more than just a number for me...

Hopefully..

Just Like These Days...

These are some questions I desperately wanted to ask, when my marriage started collapsing before me and I felt my world was fallen apart...

1. Is it too much to ask if a wife expect her husband to physically hug n kiss her anytime she wants it as much as she needs it... So she can feel the warmth wherever she goes...

2. Is it too demanding if a wife wants her husband at least understand what she's been writing and give her time and full attention to discuss everything she thinks is fascinating in life...

3. Is it too hard to comprehend if a wife needs her husband to be the source of comfort and security, when life hasn't treated her so kind. So she could be safely fallen asleep knowing someone is watching her back and be ready to grab her when she fall...

4. Is it too difficult to understand if a wife hope her husband can accept her as she is and respect her stand, so she can feel loved despite her flaws and mistakes. Therefore she doesn't have to wear a mask just to bring peace in her marriage...

5. Is it too heavy to accept if a wife wish her husband understand her dreams and passionately participate to make them come true...

Because this wife is ready to go that far to meet her husband needs... She's been spending her optimum youth capacity and almost half of her life to build her family... Now she wants a life that can optimize all of her capacity to make her days meaningful...

I guess when it comes to LOVE in a Happy Marriage nothing will ever be too much...

We deserve everything that our mind can visualize... The question will be... Are we ready to go at any length to help The Man we marry understand what we really need from them...

Sometimes I just felt too tired to fight alone... and I let things crumbling into pieces around me until I become desperately need to run away... Just like these days...

I think time has come once again for me to improve my navigating skill in flying above the storm... The way I've always wanted to believe... "Life isn't about waiting the storms and thunders to pass, Life is about dancing in the rain and find all the colour of rainbow hidden in the sky, just above our blue horizon..."

So Help Me God...