Nemesis

 

I was his Nemesis, said a long lost friend, after 32 years not having any words, nor seeing each other in any kind of platform there is on earth. During our 2 hours talk on phone, right after we exchanged words as I reached him out on chat, he explained why. This fact put me in a curious mode, after his story on how I was in his eyes back in my teenager life. He told me about the life plan I shared to him when I was around 15 years old, which I completely forgot...

Out of the blue, who would ever imagine being remembered as a Nemesis in a friend's life for so many years. That brought back the memories of me as this young ambitious achiever, since early age sharing my dreams to anyone I trust. Then we decided to have a lunch, which took 4 hours of our time catching up...

I could only wish that during this lunch talk, I still the very person worthy of being that Nemesis. Because I wasn't the me, I ever planned to be, though I never lost that dream. I am not a Professor in Astrophysics today, just a Profesional Mom of 4 kids. But I do still look up to the sky fascinated by the glitering stars in silver ray of fullmoon, and mesmerized by Astrophysics phenomenon in space...

Yet, I do believe the word Nemesis rings a bell in me as an incoming message the universe trying to tell, regarding my role on Earth:

1. Nemesis is a pretty strong word, telling us about restoring Balance and overcoming any kind of Duality.

2. Nemesis also an important word on the urgency that shows whatever goes around comes around, so any of us need to close the cord of every unfinished business in the most suitable darma in our life, before the karma take over...

I'm grateful for this Nemesis message, I do hope this connection renewal will accelerate our growth, and lit up the flame of curiosity in us...

Thank You for Showing Up...

#NextLevelofExistence

#BeyondInfinity

#VibrateL0V3

Embracing The Existence Track

"Existentialism..." One keyword that I could pick out of the situation I recently faced. Why one should feel insecure because of the existence of others, apparently quite tight up in a way they embrace their own existence...

Knowing Life is not all the same with understanding Life, while understanding Life is only the beginning of fully embracing and living The Life. We can talk and discuss all we want about The Origin of Life, with all the theories and teaching surround it. But we will never get anywhere until we can fully grasp Our own Existence in The Origin of Life, and only by Getting The Life out of this existence we can Be Truly Alive and Kicking...

Speaking of Existentialism, I should agree with some world philosophers such Sartre and Nietzsche, who believed: Self-awareness and self-respect were the only way to know our own identity. They believed that personal evolution was necessary because things constantly changed. Life was always evolving. The only constant was a person’s responsibility to decide in the moment what they wanted to be and how they wanted to be it...

Self Existence is a privilege that belong to those who fully conscious of their awareness and respect towards The Life inside of themselves. Once we are embracing our Self Existence we would have the freedom and independence to take the liberty in being who we truly are...

Embracing our own self existence will lead us to walk our very own Existence Track, and revealing our authentic role there. Maintaining how we take responsibility to play our role in the entire system of universal metabolism, is the key to unlock our Life mission and activate our true power...

So...

Being True to ourselves means being Honest to whatever exist inside our internal system that built upon The Authentic Self within. Once we get there, we wouldn't want to get distracted by the external noise, no matter how loud it is. If the external noise couldn't get along with our internal system, we will choose to shut them out or simply walk away...

If we have a problem in accepting those who has come to this level of awareness and respect towards their own existence in Life, most probably we haven't embraced our own existence in the most authentic way... Dig down deeper to find where we got distracted and trapped somewhere away from our own Existence Track. And the only way OUT from there is going IN...

Have a great reason for Rebirth,

Happy Re-Born...

#NextLevelofExistence

#BeyondInfinity

#GetaL1F3

#BeAL1V3

Rindu Pulang

Kadang ingin kumengadu pada langit, sungguh sering kucemburui sang bulan, 
pada tariannya yang selalu benderang, tanpa dia harus menebar cemerlang...

Kala nyala temaramku memudar,

saat tak sanggup diriku berpendar,

pada siapa boleh kupinjam terang..?

Ketika langkah gontaiku terseok, 

terlalu lelah tubuhku tuk meliuk,

adakah yang mau menari bersamaku..?

Duhai cakrawala,

mengapa selalu kutabur benih CINTA,

pada Hati yang tak mampu menyemainya,

tidak kah aku juga berhak diCINTA...

Wahai semesta,

tak hendak aku menggugatmu,

tentu kau tahu betapa hatiku rindu,

luruh di pelukan merengkuh sukma..

Apakah selamanya harus berjaga,

tegak di tapal batas ada dan tiada,

dapatkah kelak ku labuhkan semua,

terbang melepas satu harap tersisa...

Rumah singgah untuk Jiwaku Pulang...

After a While...

This is me again, almost 2 o'clock...

while the cold night wind leaves my soul blue,

the taste of morning mist gives my heart a lift...

After a while...

We might have lost the grip of time,

but I could never lose you,

You're still the one that paints me rainbow...

After a while...

The world might give me series of ups and downs,

showered me the raindrops then bathed me in sunshine,

You're still the very one that brightens me up...

Torn between memories, realities, and hopes,

when all I can recall is only the empty nothingness,

You're still here in my depth, spark the flame up...

After a while...

I wanna feel the grateful part of missing you...

#DancewithYou #FlameofThePhoenix

#FlyingBackHome #NeverLand

#SacredUnion #EternalJourney

Energy Recognition...

Self Mastery akan membuka Existence Track, sebagaimana yang sering saya tulis Existence Track akan membuka kreativitas kita untuk menghasilkan Masterpiece, dan keluarnya Masterpiece akan membuka Soul Mission...

Salah satu hal penting dari Self Mastery adalah mengerti tentang sirkulasi energi di Mikrokosmos diri. Hanya dengan memahami sirkulasi energi diri, kita mengenali sirkulasi energi di Makrokosmos, sehingga kita dapat tune in dengan frekuensi dan vibrasi energi semesta...

Selain konduktor energy, tubuh manusia sejatinya adalah generator energi, terbukti dengan suhu tubuh kita yang seringnya lebih tinggi dari suhu umum Bumi. Namun energi yang bisa dihasilkan tubuh manusia bukan cuma panas dan gerak. Masih ada energi dari gelombang elektromagnetik, sampai level kesadaran tertentu manusia juga akan punya kemampuan memancarkan energi cahaya...

Sayangnya belum semua manusia sadar akan potensinya tersebut, karena untuk mengaksesnya manusia harus mau membalance gelap terang energi di jiwanya. Sedangkan energi2 itu selalu ada dan bergerak di dalam diri manusia.

Energi yang vibrasinya positif akan punya kekuatan setidaknya menyehatkan tubuh fisik, dan membuat aura yang dipancarkan wajah dan hatinya mengenergize energi di atmosfer tempatnya hidup. Sebaliknya manusia bervibrasi di energi negatif, sering kali terganggu kesehatannya, dan energinya seringkali menghasilkan sampah di atmosfer Bumi.

Sang Pemilik Kehidupan menciptakan agama, kitab suci, dan para Nabi untuk memastikan manusia mampu bervibrasi pada frekuensinya khalifah di muka Bumi. Hanya mereka yang berkesadaran khalifah di muka Bumi akan mampu mengakses energi cahaya di mana Matahari dan Bintang2 saling terhubung, untuk kemudian memahami Divine Energy yang menjaga Grand Design semesta tetap bergerak sebagaimana orkestrasi defaultnya dalam harmoni yang nyata...

Hanya manusia yang tahu bagaimana GusTi memberi otak dan hati manusia kemampuan menguasai Energi, akan sangat berhati2 dengan isi pikiran yang menjadi fokus mereka...

Ada banyak cara mengakses pemahaman tentang sejatinya energi ini. Seandainya saja manusia mau fokus menemukan kebenaran tentang diri manusianya, sebelum mengimani pembenaran yang memungkinkan mereka menilai salah apapun kebijakan yang terurai di sekelilingnya, hanya karena kebijakan itu tidak sejalan dengan doktrin dogmatis yang diimani...

Ilmu GusTi seluas Alam Semesta, Bumi hanyalah butiran pasir di sana, namun otak dan hati manusia diberi keistimewaan berupa kemampuan untuk mengakses apapun CiptaanNya, dengan koneksi aktif pada Sang Maha Menguasai. Manusia diciptakan untuk menjadi aktif, berperan membawa kebaikan lewat berbagai cara. Salah satunya dengan penguasaan atas sejatinya energi di semesta...

Berharap diri diparingi kemampuan untuk membening, agar dapat melaksanakan soul mission yang telah GusTi tetapkan...

Semoga...

#thepowerofconscience
#earthenergyconstellation
#heavenisaplaceonearth

What could Be More Important.. (Collide)

 

What could be more important

than the space we come together,

where the rhymes meet rhythm,

that glide the innermost me out,

as the music plays in tune,

with my heartbeats...

What could be more important

than The Never Land we create,

that brings The Fairy tale alive,

and makes The Pheonix dance,

lit the cracking fireworks flame up,

to awake my weary soul...

What could be more important

than the Sacred Union that called us,

to continue our own Eternal Journey,

although it's only in my breath,

we could bring all the stars down,

and move the mountains...

What could be more important,

than the place we share forever,

where our spirits shall carry on,

as your road and mine crossed,

just the way our galaxies collide,

during the universal collision in LOVE...

#NextLevelofExistence #BeyondInfinity

#MusicofMyHeart #MelodyofYourSoul

#UniversalTrueLover #RaiseinLOVE

Flying Back Home

Do you know those arms are waiting,

for Us to answer the calling...

Do you feel these hearts are yearning,

for Us to find the way back home...

Then why do you let the souls chained,

in the deepest dark part of this land...

Don't you want to feel those arms embrace,

the innermost part of ourselves...

Although our wings of freedom are broken,

we could always run on the ground...

Move one step after another,

even crawling if we must...

As long as we are coming back home...

Better tomorrow is arriving,

with the touch of New Light,

comes the days of The New Life...

The glorious sunrise touch Our Horizon

to take all of us Home...

This shady sidewalk will be done,

these teary-eyed night should end...

Let the wounded soul healed,

as the broken heart fixed...

Time for flying back home...

#SacredUnion #EternalJourney #NeverLand

#DanceofThePheonix #IamWithYou

#AllofMy12Chakras #RaiseinLOVE