Heaven and God Work...

Things happen for a reason
Even the difference of people Belief
in Heaven and God...

I was born on the land where heaven is Sacred...
I was raised to believe there is One Supreme Creator...
I was taught to learn all my life that Religion is a part of life...

So it is so natural if I often write
about Heaven and God...

How do Heaven and God works...
Are they only sit there and watch,
as in this planet there are still lots of people suffer,
many animal are slaughtered, and trees are burned...

I do believe Heaven and God works through people heart,
By touching the souls of human living in this world..

A Human is consisted of Mind, Heart and Soul connection..

We do believe there's soul inside Our body...
As I grow older I can feel my soul is so easily touched...
Proven by the tears that now can easily roll down to my face...

The soul is touched if we see innocent people slaughtered.. friends getting
sick... having bad day...or just being abuse by other verbally...

That's the way Heaven and God work..

The touched soul will order the heart to feel
and then the heart will urge the mind to take action
Make decisions to do something good
Then we just jump out of our own comfort zone

Heaven and God help Us to get easier way
in helping the living get a better way of life...

I am a believer, this is my thought...
You don't have to agree with me...

But I do believe I am created to play my role in this universe
Doing my part as I do the best thing I can like writing
With good intention and whole heart passion..

Heaven and God Helps, I saw it and believe it...
Without A Single Doubt...

To Be or Not To Be

To Be or Not To Be That's The Question...
Agree Not To Agree Maybe The Answer...

For all the case worth any Debate...
Use Argument base Discussion...
...
Believe what We believe,
because We learn about everything We need to believe...
Not because We follow or duplicate what other do...

Choose whatever Our preference leads Us to,
Use the strength of heart, mind, and soul to find the right answer...

Google Helps..!!!

And Heaven answer all The Cry for Helps
by giving the right choice...

Remember Heaven only Helps those
who tries to help themselves..

The Name on My Screen

"Hey You, The name on my screen..!!!"

Yes You, Dear.. Where have you been..?? It has been quite a while since the last time I read you on my screen.. Call me stupid, but do you know..? I have spent a bit too much of my precious time just to think of you.


Well, I know I may just another name on your screen that happened to touch you in unique way that sent tickles to your soul, heart, mind and even nerves, in the same way as you gently touch all of mine too.

We really did spent some enjoyable moments together, only by sending words to each other for quite a lot of time.  And the time finally allow us to start using the sweet words of love in life which eventually made  me addicted to you.

We have said thousands of meaningful words to each other. We share our thoughts, stories, feelings, spirits and passions towards life. Those words probably just another words on screen for you. But for me those words can struck my whole being and gave me the feelings I never thought could have existed again in my time line.

You may be just the name on my screen, but you made a smooth way to the center of my inner being. Although I must say you are not the only one in my heart, but you are definitely staying here. Claiming some space and giving wonderful feelings. Sometime it was so strong made me riding a high tide of wonderful joy, other time it flew gently like a cool breeze filling me. Sometime it is so sharp and aching, especially when things went wrong.

The words on the screen were coloring the days with rainbow in my real life, because I really feel it. As this moment your absence dig a big hole in me. Makes me worry with anticipation of your well being.

You may be just the name on my screen, but I save some real feelings for you. I am the name on your screen who has real love for you.

I do believe the feelings that I have, deserve me to sit by your side at the time of needs. I have the right to hold your hands and hug you just to share comfort. I really wish to see that your life tastes better with me in it.

Dearest Name on My Screen...
It is absolutely your choice to keep or stop sending words to me. But please put this in the back of your heart and mind, I do have the need to read more from you. It is not fair to leave me not knowing what is going on with your life after all this while.

I am just a name on your screen who loves you, beyond anything that may happen in my real life and in this funny cyberspace world where words and feelings can travel in quantum leap. I believe at least I have the right to say the exact words in my prayer for your life.

The Story of My Broken Heart

There is always time in life when we feel that things are really getting out of hands. So hard for us to cope and accept the hectic situation that come in to our body, heart, and mind all at one sequence. Giving the burden that seems too heavy for us to lift at the very moment. It is not about the Burden, but more about how I react on that Burden that make the difference...

This magnificent story started with my temporal poor health issue, then came several conditions to my feelings given by people who close to my heart which unfortunately almost impossible to ignore, while at the same time my hands must sort out piles of delayed house works that amazingly multiplied to tons in no time waiting for my recovery, meanwhile I always have  souls to nurture and hungry mouths to feed and last but not least in my list an online paper job must be done soon because an email was coming and gave a “deadline” signal.

I didn’t really notice how it happened but some hours just flow off my day and ‘gosh..!’ the sun suddenly sets. I smile for the coming big boss, thought I would get more hands to help but my smile last only for some split seconds because as he rolled in some of the souls in the house got him furious. Then  ‘pooff..!’ that make me felt like a flatten tyre. I lost the ability of speaking because of the big crack in my heart, I was broken hearted…!!!

My Friend call this is a toilet day (thanks for the term Buddy, I owe you one..!!), where all the shit is just gathering around me and I couldn't flush. Give me overwhelmed feeling and the need to explode. But the flat tyre didn’t give me the energy to go crazy and yell furiously like always. I just sat there in silence felt so weak but totally bumpy inside, then I could only burst in tears and couldn’t hardly do anything at all, simply just trying to keep breathing in rhythm so I got my energy recharged bit by bit not much until I had enough to do one thing at a time.  

First thing in my mind was writing out my feeling online, just the words ‘broken hearted’ but it  worked like an SOS signal, some souls reached out from thousands of miles away sending words of courage and strength, ‘thank you, that was a real heart lifter…!!’.  Then still sobbing in silence I finished the house work, no one dare to speak to me at that moment but  I believed all the souls in the house notice what was going on with me. As I tried to gain my inner peace they stepped in handing their hands to help and I simply felt aloooot better. And try to write those moments in my blog when I got stolen time online :

A Broken Heart

When all I can do is sit in the silence,
keep breathing, accept and let go...

Tears that rolling down to me are my only best friend,
meanwhile they are all I got to sooth the pain...

Wishing every breath I take will bring me closer
to my inner peace and bring the balance back to me... 

So my dearest blog reader… It is not my habit to write about negativity on my blog. But today I learn from a friend's blog that when we actually are trying to cope with any negativity happened  in our life, and somehow we can take the control back in our hands, that experience is worth telling. In this case I got my own control by getting my inner peace and self balance back, this feels so good. Unless I wont be able to write this note at all.

If things got out of control, just sit in silence and breath, hold the moment for a while. At that very moment I remember someone remind me of words I really love to say in my pray...



“ Dear God.. Please grant me the strength and courage to change all that can be change, bless me with the resilience and patience to accept things that cant be change, and please give me the knowledge and wisdom to see the difference….”

Life is A Journey...

Life is A journey of Nature
totally full of ups and downs,
but it will always change and stabilize constantly...

As long as we have the commitment
to keep on growing and moving forward,
for the better life till the last breath we take...

The open mind, loving heart, and clear soul
they are our tools to make the life worth living...

Let's hold on our faith to believe in today's gift
and the hope for better tomorrow...

Words of Love...

"It's only words,

and words are all I have,
to take your heart away..."
~ Boyzone

Beautiful love words are the fragrance of life
that can keep me breathing the fresh air of love..

Heaven gives me words
to touch as many heart
that I can reach from here..

Writing those words,
Telling the world on what is ticking in my mind
and whispering the truth on what is hiding in my heart
make me dancing gracefully with the music of my life

That is how my heart and mind flying
and in that way I watch my soul growing..

With Beautiful Words of Love I fulfill my duty to SHINE..

Age...???

"Do you know that Age do nothing to Us
except let Us grow more beautiful...???"

 

Many of us are afraid that age can make us worn out
and somehow sucking the quality out of our life…

After growing for almost 37 years in life

and giving the best years in my life
to nurture 4 little life at home

I thank God for letting me

believe  and understand one fact

It is not the age that keep reducing the quality in our life…

All the worn stuff is caused by our choices in life,
Like fat body, weary brain, tired heart and broken soul ...

This is mostly happen because once we become an adult

and our bodies stop growing

then come the thought  

that it is time for degenerating...

While actually,

We will never be degenerated

if We let the life in us keep on growing

and never stop moving...

Now I come to the choice for my self :

Let the wrinkle on my face
and the white hairs in my head
be the only prove that I'm getting old...

I will keep the rest

 as fast and

as sharp

as I can always be...